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Reminiscing On the past Different vibes All alone All at midnight The stars are shining bright Counting on my blessings Waiting for a chance to see my dream all turn into reality Through the times I was told I was nothing I didn't wanna work a part time so I dealed on the side I knew my family was struggling I couldn't keep up with demand So I fled and sold out to the man Met a woman at the time I felt so hypnotized Felt so confident I thought I won the bigger prize Moments later I had seen her house was built on lies Fell in love to many times I needa focus on my life Up, Down, Left, Right Looking for the path but I cannot see the light so I keep on going Up, Down, Left, Right Looking for the light but still I'm blinded and I cannot see I keep on going Up, Down, Left, Right Looking for the light Up, Down, Left, Right Looking for the light Fuck it all I wanna disappear and start anew I'm tired of this bullshit that I keep going through I wanna prosper in this world But I'm sitting watching television Feeling so hopeless cause I am nothing but a lazy shit Luckily I got a good team Showing me the way and guiding me to make the best decisions Doing everything I can to be the best that I can be Taking charge of this life Know I'll never let you down again