depraved mind

I remember way back I couldn't comprehend When I laid back time to pop a Benz Man, I hate that time to be a friend Cause I ain't that guy to give a hand When I got my mind, what's on the end? When I pray to God, what give His hand When I don't got my mind up on his I'm addicted to the cash flow Man, I gotta build a bankroll Shootin' dice while all the vatos bet low But I'm gettin' money when the 8-roll on the payroll now Yeah, I'm doin' this On a mission, provin' who's the best Ain't no tellin' what I'm doin' next I'm along for the ride, that's Uber X I don't want sympathy I am like 15 in this story I don't let nobody get to me Headphones on, I bet strong Lost 10 racks, life goes on, Vicodin On my tongue, fourth in ten I don't punt, high low runs Emotional, on overload My pride too high, not coachable I fly too high, I overdose I might go die, I'm thinkin' I need a miracle It is imperative, I am so lost and I needed some help I need some water, how deep is your well? I am not laughin', no Keenan, and kel when I park in the back and I'm eatin' a pill Hills I'm climbin', I'm a Jack Frost But I need Jill, hills I'm climbing' Wanna quit, I'm a G though Dude gotta evolve, I'm Onyx, I promise I got this, Milwaukee's finest I'm Giannis, I'm built to walk in these climates My friends just died from the stuff I've been takin Achin' heart, I just pray I make a mark Every day I play with dark 10K swing, if river car come, eight of hearts Brick, drivin' home, I'm sick Throwin' up liquid before I go to bed I told the bro I won, this ain't fun My whole life, see, I been runnin I don't sleep, I hardly function They say Jesus, think I need him Lie to mama, that's too easy She left daddy, please don't leave him I'm left broken with these pieces Never knew these father wounds would run so deeply Gotta get up, gotta keep goin', I gotta find love Cannot keep hidin' inside of these drugs. I'm thinkin' I need a hug After all, that's my love language I'm so angry, I'm angry Will I turn pain into praises So I am saved by his graces One day I'll sing with the angels, my God I'm so angry, I'm angry Will I turn pain into praises So I am saved by his graces One day I'll sing with the angels, my God I'm so angry, I'm angry Will I turn pain into praises So I am saved by his graces One day I'll sing with the angels, my God