Saved Mind

After the overdose I knew I had to choose Double down with it or just give up the ruse I had to choose My family sitting there in the hospital Looking at the man I became The very next day I went to my backyard Gave my heart to the king, man I cried so hard Checked into rehab, that place so wild Didn't wanna do the 12 steps, read my Bible The nurses were attacking me I told them Jesus gonna get me clean They both smirked and they laughed at me Rehab over, got invited to church Mario was the first one to invite me to church Started my trajectory, learning I was saved But grace through faith was wrecking everything Why did I not hear about this truth before I was living for myself Now it's you my Lord I give praise to Thank you I don't got anxiety that I used to have I got a dog, nice house and a view of sand I got a bomb wife now and the fusion fam Know I've been through it, anything you wanna do with me Go ahead and do it Had a way of thinking that was unhealthy for living Now I have a way of thinking that is helping people living on mission yea, I'm a Christian, I know that I've been forgiven I wanna see the kingdom, I wanna give what I've been given Reciprocated, or not, I pray you see in my eyes The love of my Father God, I'm sorry if I oblige I'm sorry for all the times that I missed The mark, I gotta save mine now I got a different heart I don't act out from a place where I need approval I know I've been approved by The One Who gave me life Sleepless nights, turned into dinner nights With wife back then, I was in the dead of night For nights, hanging on to things that I should never give Love, now I'm doing things I've only dreamed of Never thought in my life that I would ever hasten Never thought I'd wanna make friends Never thought I'd be able to pay rent Let alone make it out the basement Now I'm saved and it makes sense So crazy I was gullible, living in my skin was so uncomfortable He would give me hugs while I was getting into trouble He would show me love every single time I was unlovable God, this is madness What kind of love is this When I am loved despite my sin I give up, you win I cannot pretend to be living with depraved mind This a story of a saved mind Thank God This a story of a saved mind Praise God This a story of a saved mind Praise God This a story of a saved mind Praise God Thank you Jesus This a story of a saved mind