I Wonder (feat. Noelle Sky)

Now that I lay me down to sleep I pray my lord I wonder if it's a God I pray today that times never was hard Is heaven real or is it just a facade I wonder if it's a God The strongest soldiers why we struggle so hard I'm on deck tryna shuffle the cards I wonder if it's a God So many things I wanna fit up in this sixteen My dream works like you fit it on the big screen And I ain't got it all figured out That's what I figured out Could've made a quick buck If I went you niggas route Stay true to yourself That bank account still gon' get figured out I know that I'ma make it And I can say that with inner doubt My clearest thinking when the smoke clears And champagne fizzles out I've been moving weight And the ladies say that I'm getting chiseled out I shelter my thoughts In hope of moving into a bigger house History repeats itself Every name gets scribbled out I'm getting into the stage of my life Where I question a lot of shit The drug game, these niggas, bitches, religion and politics Become the boss from serving I'm still getting dollar tips The hate be all over they face like dermatologists Put that and this in a pot Then you let the product mix Save up for them rainy days The feds handing out scholarships I wonder if it's a God I pray the day that times never was hard Is heaven real or is it just a facade? I wonder if it's a God The strongest soldiers why we struggle so hard I'm on deck trying to shuffle the cards I wonder if it's a God Feel my pain fall in love with my scars No disadvantage, I'm in love with the odds I wonder if it's a God Paranoid so I ain't trusting my dogs Jealousy is just love from afar I wonder if it's a God Now that I lay me down to sleep I pray my Lord my soul to keep If I should die before I wake I pray my Lord my soul to take Now that I lay me down to sleep I pray my Lord my soul to keep If I should die before I wake I pray my Lord my soul to take All About GEE$ It's time to let it fly Niggas talking I was gonna let it slide They fuck with me for a better high Was moving weight like a exercise Ain't even gotta caress the thighs And I can leave your bitch mesmerized They called for the goat I'm here baby I play the rear mainly The game never change me I plot before striking in case of a counterpunch A phone full of numbers and two pounds of skunk That's a nice start but you gotta keep it consistent You ain't the franchise nigga you just a Scottie Pippen You wanna play a role so play the role you was given Before you get what you want with a bow and a ribbon Never slacking thought I told you do this shit in my sleep Niggas ain't spitting so I'm listening to R&B Little bit of SWV probably some Jon B For no reason at all just order some Don P If you think these niggas dope then what you call me Been nice since the lunch table in a tall tee More ink on the arm sleeve You know I'm cooler than a fall breeze Chilling by the palm trees long bread come with tall cheese Being a boss come with small fees It ain't a crime unless the law sees I got hating niggas that really applaud me Lining up trying to guard me Balling with the wrong cleats Every album that I drop shit is all heat Illest nigga alive and that's what they call me I was born to put these words together Every verse get better You fall to it I reverse the pressure In my own lane hands free reverse the Tesla Waiting for the day that I'm reimbursed with cheddar My name GEE$ With more juice than your main squeeze I got all of that shit that they say the game needs I shine brighter than niggas we ain't got the same bling I got a dark side darker than some Bigen You niggas give me Harry Potter vibes G double E dollar sign The best bottom line Gone Turn me up Real life I bring it to your front door steps I got the Camaro the next Chevy be the Corvette We was in the trenches You could say that we was war vets I told them we could run it back Like we Tony Dorsett This for my niggas with them battle scars We tryna travel far Go from eating cup of noodles to caviar Probably posted up with a badder broad She do whatever I ask her to do And she put the weed in the carry on Back in the day when them bitches was wearing Dereon We was hustling for niggas that we never came upon Cousin got locked so I had to get my game up on Now I'm tryna do right for every time I made a wrong I been the man of the house to carry the name along Always been the chosen one Sorta like my name LeBron I used to question why this process takes so long Man you can never take my food from the plate it's on I need the grey poupon still on them PB&J's I got a text from a bitch that wanna see me today But I'm tied up handling business Tryna plan for the riches while I beg for forgiveness You know them sparks gone fly The park gone ride Even when I'm gone man the heart don't die Everyday I'm breathing, get my soul so high Everyday I'm breathing get my soul so high You know them sparks gone fly The park gone ride But even when I'm gone man the heart don't die Everyday I'm breathing get my soul so high Everyday I'm breathing get my soul so high Had days when it felt like I ain't wanna be here You had to be there I seen it all in my beach chair Already told my daughter life will never be fair Only thing you get for free is probably just some free air Cut from a different cloth and I ain't talking bout what we wear If I own the building my niggas got property shares You niggas ain't taking no risks cause you probably scared Niggas acting like bitches but they father was there Man my daddy was my grandmama She worked two jobs to provide for your boy Wont a thing that she can't cover Making it with this rap shit is my plan for her For Taraji I got footprints in the sand for her Was taking L after L I couldn't get me no luck Damn near my whole 20's had to piss in a cup If you ain't chasing no money I know you bitter as fuck I leave it all for my daughter and watch her triple it up You know them sparks gone fly The park gone ride Even when I'm gone man the heart don't die Everyday I'm breathing, get my soul so high Everyday I'm breathing get my soul so high You know them sparks gone fly The park gone ride But even when I'm gone man the heart don't die Everyday I'm breathing get my soul so high Everyday I'm breathing get my soul so high