AIRPORT

Big love to vanessa Or as i call her V She said if i had to leave Then that's how it has to be Back and forth Then back and then forth again I'm sick of looking at airports That's not something i care for I cared for it once upon a time Now i wonder How long i'm here for Pray for me Got the broke heart With the stains on it I know better, don't play bout it I'm a go getter Won't complain bout it I'm from Omagh But i don't stay bout it Know why Too much pain bout it I dont know what to Even say bout it Make way back Maesteg bout it Cop weight orchestrate A play bout it Still the same bout it Said fuck it with ****** Look for comfort In other women cus That's how she hurt me The voice notes played in my head While in Lanzorote I was tryna be happy That was kinda distracting I found a plug out in cali and I went back to valley You want that platinum Then snap me Go tell em come and get at me Business class ona AMEX Don't even ask bout the damage Just need a laptop and address I can land before the package I'm savage Touching down Landed unannounced with 200 ounce running round With my runners Watch me fucking flood it out I told em all to shut it down What's a drought Just wait til the summer time Garuntee if your round me Your moneys right I just find it funny how You tried to put me underground The kinda stuff was coming out Your mouth Made you look a clown Telling lies about us both like Come on now You know how fucking Dumb it sounds Justify it all you want But you know What you done was sly That "5 years list" Still makes me wanna die Only one that reached out was Chelsea Didn't show her love cus her Bestie In quotes cus it's kinda messy But still, she tried to help me Oh Lord, I pray you protect me From anything tryna get me Just know that i'm always ready Ask anybody whose met me Ask Pye, he seen me cry Ask Louise she seen me bleed Ask Sammi She wernt thinking bout a family Now i'm in her phone as daddy Ask Gump He seen me high Seen me drunk Ask the ones that spend my funds And energy like i'm a chump What the fuck Ask Morgan He can tell you that i Leave my soul and organs On the floor of liquid loungue When i'm performing Ask the people That would know me From before when i was poor They'll tell you course That boy Jak got cash Then transformed And i'm only gettin warmed Dunno what you stand for Not what Irish Jak do I know that's for damn sure Matter fact wana just say thanks To my landlord Dunno where i'd be If i ain't have the flat But that door ... Everytime it knocked The sweat was coming From my hands pores I was stressed now i'm blessed, Gettin turnt on dance floors Running from myself and yet I'm man enough to fix it Even Liv could say She almost had a kid With a big kid And I'm not kidding She told me i didn't believe her Still agreed we need to kill it Since that day i feel a type of way When i look at her children People talking pussy Dunno how much That i've suffered Pillow talking under covers I don't trust her My no other Knew how much i loved her Still pulled me under To the gutter Even as i try speak now, Traumas repressed it I know deep down In her heart she regrets it I know she wish she Never got me arrested And even after We both wanted to message But had me blocked Acting not interested I tried my hardest not to blemish Your popular image But karmas a blessing I think the facade needed fixing As for God and religion I still pray for you Like angels that fell You've got horns They hold your halo up well Farewell But if i could do it all again I would I'm glad things happened The way they did