How do I not fall apart?

I swell with thoughts that can't escape, ensnared by words that I create Until I can't breathe, I crumble underneath the pressure, I burst at the Seams I fall apart, I fall apart I How do I not fall apart? How do I not fall apart? How do I not fall apart? While the world cuts at every thread I bleed while you tear me to Shreds I stay, I fray I unravel, I fall apart It hurts much worse When you pull at my heart strings Rushing, barely beating How do I not fall apart? How do I not fall apart? How do I not fall apart? How do I not fall apart? I'm a cog trapped in your machine My blood boils, so you wipe me clean All the lies that you feed me Aren't enough to sustain me So I eat myself From within Call me ouroboros Better give me the right dose Yeah, you know that I'm fragile Does it feel good to defile me, helpless Hardly breathing How do I not fall apart? How do I not fall apart? How do I not fall apart? How do I not fall apart? How do I not fall How do I not fall How do I not fall How do I not fall How do I not fall apart? How do I not fall How do I not fall How do I not fall How do I not fall How do I not fall apart?