Real Thing? Tower? Bridge.

Read me the passage before i leave again Slowly so i can try and remember it Real things in threes they make a tower right? Or in succession they can become a bridge? Is this you standing there by its balustrade? How does one figure out which way to walk? Oh say it's not so I guess there are things that even books dont know (yet) You say that its difficult though to navigate You feel like youre bad at being feminist Your hands are placed atop your temples now I tell you the effort is what is relevant Youre nodding yes although you disagree Youre doing your best to not laugh at me I guess its naive But better naive than to be without belief right? Well I want to be honest when it is bad for me I want to be good when there is no one there And i wanted to walk away when the acid hit To be alone while it was coming in I was seeing the stream like i was in a dream Was seeing the stream like i was in some... Some sort of lost scene Something i wouldve wished for when i was sixteen I think id wish for wine under the bodhi tree Or wish to climb to see the sun creep We watched it fall in Southern Oregon But i wish it stayed where it horizon-meets Dan and Lucas in the heroic style Scorched land stretching on for miles And one thing i know That is no country for anyone old But she was 19 that summer though And she turned 20 once it was over with Speaking of Marx like he was biblical Picket signs for all her arguments She tells me im wrong about everything I tell shes right but needs medicine And then we dont blink And in our long starring, i almost hear her think: 'I dont want the world to leave a trace of me I was alive only allegedly' Well no one will know if you were lying here If streetlamp light was over everything The car is parked outside of history All the talk now is for you and me So say what you will As cruel or as sweet and as much as you feel Just one car left by the basilica And so much rain its like it ever-was It's always late when they are getting stoned And every year the kids are replicas They change their hair but they are never new Oh you'll know what i mean if one looks at you: Then pause for awhile Then choose to laugh or to lay down and cry Oh i rest my hand atop the hidden stones I stack them up by myself alone I build the bridge of the invisible Then I walk across til i forget it all: Didnt the night make everything clear? Didnt we prove that we were really here? And what did you say? The last time i saw you Did you say you didnt feel the same? Did you say you felt changed altogether? Oh i guess i cant rememeber And what did you say? The last time i saw you Did you say you didnt feel the same? Did you say you felt changed altogether Oh i guess i cant remember And what did you say? The last time i saw you you said: 'I dont want the world to leave a trace of me I was alive only allegedly' Well i wont tell if you were lying here If streetlamp light was over everything The car is parked outside of history All the talk now is for you and me Oh say it's not so I guess there are things even books wont know