Q's&A's (feat. Solowokee)

What if the meaning of love Is the meaning of life From the perspective of happiness it all enters the light I don't really know if I can answer those questions Life is always changing got me counting my blessings I think I felt true love when I talked to the lord I had to let him in I locked him out from the doors I never felt true happiness from buying these chains Materialistic things man it don't mean a thing The lord gave me meaning cause the peace that he brings Almost drove my self insane tryna fight through this pain Life is designed to build your character I know it can be scary sometimes cause there's no exit Just remember that he knows about the past the future the present Life's a lesson I know for a fact that I am destined True happiness I don't think I'll find it here It ain't tangible I wish that I could see it clear Late night driving overthinking cause this life is weird I love the feeling of the wind it's holding back my tears You can't tell me that you love and then do something to hurt me God will show me if you're really mine and if you worth it Ain't no money in the world could buy the love I'm tryna purchase I know my true intents cause he brought it to the surface I ain't perfect I'm still tryna get rid of all these curses I can never quit I will never close the curtains These questions on my mind are these thoughts even mine Is it really worth the grind if I never change a life I'm chasing after dreams yet I know they won't suffice But my life is like a dream and I owe it all to christ I finally got a show time to double up the price Had to sacrifice a lot so much sleep I lost the night And I'm still going I don't think I'm ever gonna stop Looking at the family picture lotta niggas done got cropped It reminds me that I gotta thank the breath that I got It could be gone in an instant like my cousin who got shot I ain't worried bout the money I'm just worried bout my soul The devil doing dances tryna get me all alone Tried to put me in his clutches I won't let him get a hold Imma get my life together cause I got this heart of gold Love is the feeling that I feel for my bros And love is what I'm needing when my heart be feeling the cold I always had problem tryna do what I was told Mama told me she was done with all my shit I'm on my own So I changed my life around and put my focus all on healing Then I ran into some people and they prayed away my demons The peace I felt inside after that was what I needed I thought I was defeated but like MJ had to beat it I ain't hear it in the moment but the lord was tryna call me I hope I touch a heart with my music that's my calling My past it really shaped me it made me who I am All my trials and my obstacles they put me on this stand My ex showed me what love wasn't so I thank her The spirits in that liquor show me why I shouldn't chase her I know what makes me happy and it never was the paper I really do not care if i'll be balling like Laker I only want the money so we never gotta worry about living in a hurry so my vision never blurry I bury all my stories in this music for my cuddies hope they pass it to there buddies Cause this shit you gotta study