Is this the end?

I'm getting older I guess my life's been well I've gotten good at hiding all the things that I can't tell I've got more on my shoulders Did things that I regret I wish someone had warned me I'd be doing this by myself It's so ironic because when I was a child everything was easy going (Life seems to get tougher as we all get older) Now it's so hard Friendships I once enjoyed Too bad they're all destroyed now People I once adored just make me annoyed now I'm getting smarter at all the things that were harder And I am getting better at admitting I'm not fine Do you remember the late days of December When everyone was so happy Why couldn't that be me It's so ironic that whenever I'm around my friends I never tell my story (It's lying about misfortune just to talk to you) Is this the end Friendships I once enjoyed Too bad they're all destroyed now People I once adored just make me annoyed now Friendships I once enjoyed Too bad that I destroyed them