Ashamed

Ashamed of the money I spent on women Ashamed sometimes of the things I do Ashamed of the route I took for winning Afraid of the people I think I might lose I’m ashamed, I’m ashamed Ashamed of the porn I keep a secret Secret Ashamed of the nights I sit right through I’m ashamed, I’m ashamed Ashamed of the girls I lost while dreaming I’m ashamed, I’m ashamed Ashamed of the girls I kept but you Amazed by how you treat me You tell me how much you miss me You tell me how much you need me You don’t me need me I’m fazed by how they wishing I stay but then they leave me I’m tired of screaming don’t leave me Just leave me Okay so you did all those things for her You did everything that you could to make her happy And she still doesn’t give a fuck She still doesn’t appreciate you I think you should just leave her alone ‘Cause I’m pretty sure she has another boyfriend I mean why else is she acting like this She wouldn’t act like this if she didn’t have another boyfriend So yeah just give up This won’t last Shit don’t last Just leave me