Parachute

Take the reigns again It was a pleasure to finally fall asleep without a stir Out there with tons of burns I get a lost sensation Sent through my brains and hands I know I better escape that part of me Before I learn I can't stand the counter turn It's still a nerve I can't figure out I will wake up fine in a place I love by myself Yeah, it took some time, but at least I'm clear out of hell I feel it coming on I parachute alone I'm a life that's not worth saving It's apparent I won't slow down yet I take control of that feeling you don't care to believe in I'm blind, but I'm still leading I'm finding that modern healing is sold in the dark for some of us A strong sleep to sedatives I fear I firmly hide from it all now to quell the burn I won't take the sound I heard I'm going to find my own way to drown I will wake up fine in a place I love by myself Yeah, it took some time, but at least I'm clear out of hell I feel it coming on I parachute alone I'm a life that's not worth saving It's apparent I won't slow down yet I take control of that feeling you don't care to believe in I'm blind, but I'm still leading I'm finding that modern healing is sold in the dark for some of us Hold my hands out like I'm starting to break I'm seeing now what I'm doing to the people around me I'm not supposed to care this much And I ask myself yeah, who am I? Well, to anything, have I lost my health? I still harbor all my anger I've been staring at the colors in my veins How they stay How I still feel I'm tired, but awake And somewhere out there there is someone Thinking of what I haven't gave them yet And feeling that I can't in my disarray I parachute alone I'm a life that's not worth saving It's apparent I won't slow down yet I take control of that feeling you don't care to believe in I'm blind, but I'm still leading I'm finding that modern healing is sold in the dark for some of us