The Beatings

You got me coming going leaving staying suffocating Breathing In your lies of sin your words poison from what you saying Im just a slave so Ill behave I guess i crave the beating Let me go your so shallow but still I find myself drowning I cant swim in this glass of gin so bartender please keep pouring Like the rain all on my brain Its such a game were playing As I lie awake in piss I cant believe that this Is the way it turned out Im a burn out razor to wrist As I lie awake In shit I cant believe that this Is It And allI I get is I cant get Aint this a bitch Wishing I was someone else somewhere else anyone anywhere Someone else somewhere else anyone anywhere Someone else somewhere else anyone anywhere Someone else somewhere else anyone anywhere Someone else somewhere else anyone anywhere Someone else somewhere else anyone anywhere Someone else somewhere else anyone anywhere Someone else somewhere else anyone anywhere I cant stop until I drop and rot so I keep on going On and on the band plays on my heart been torn Im dying One night stand now I cant stand and In the sand shes running While Im In the snow my will Is low wheelchair wheels keep on turning Life Is like a jagged knife and In my back its stabbing I try to run away everyday more crazy from waiting As I lie awake in piss I cant believe that this Is the way it turned out Im a burn out razor to wrist As I lie awake In shit I cant believe that this Is It And all I get Is I cant get Aint this a bitch Wishing I was someone else somewhere else anyone anywhere Someone else somewhere else anyone anywhere Someone else somewhere else anyone anywhere Someone else somewhere else anyone anywhere Someone else somewhere else anyone anywhere Someone else somewhere else anyone anywhere Someone else somewhere else anyone anywhere Someone else somewhere else anyone anywhere