Balcony Beach

Mooo baby We can make it happen Make it through baby All we need to do is begin rejuvenating Keep it all in focus and pursue it faithfully Do it patiently Just the way the sea's been this evening I came out at eight, was leaning on the railing I kept hearing the waves crashin' beneath me Back and forth They just rephrased what they were saying Over and over, doing that repeatedly They'd crash and come back Its just a constant thing Every time they'd back out to sea Its like they'd draw just a little more out of me A lot of images and feelings Just a limitless release And I began to reminisce freely It was a cinema Featuring me and a cast of emotions That demanded my attention immediately I had previously put them on hold On the back burner since earlier I didn't want to deal with it At that time I felt like other things were pertinent Now I see its permanent unless I get real with it And it ain't that I don't love to tussle Especially mentally 'Cause I generally do win Might not win at first, but definitely eventually 'Cause I ain't never not been a shoe-in since birth But now, this is special though See, this is beyond my threshold I'm accustomed to just a conventional struggle With two opponents Only here the tussle's between you and the truth So ultimately I'm gonna lose Actually I gain though I gotta be honest with myself, or else I impede my personal progress I think it's better to be depressed for a minute Admit it, and get re-oriented Instead of being a bitter cynic isn't it? Mooo baby We can make it happen Make it through baby All we need to do is begin rejuvenating Keep it all in focus and pursue it faithfully Do it patiently I'm getting older Everybody around me acts all sober Lookin' poker faced I started losing hair at the corners Matter-of-fact, I looked up top That whole border's jacked Nobody's gonna chauffeur me anymore Whatever this is, we all go through it I guess It's just awkward I'm not a hundred percent comfortable with The rate that everything's developing at It's just a little overwhelming at times I'm dealing with hella shit to process It's new data daily There's really no preparing for this thing Or, maybe it's mainly just me acting strangely Just me facing the challenge I doubt it though 'Cause I met thousands of people Seen something similar in their faces It's like the outlook is changing I think it's called bein' a man in the making It's burnt, I like pralines now Long walks solo, where I can sort my thoughts out Just what I've been taught to date It doesn't gel well with the way that I've been feeling these days That's coming from a ton of angles, hella places I'm really not trying to make a political statement But just in terms of internally inside I'm at an interval in life where it's a turbulent time And I could pretend that it's all good And that I shouldn't put so much on it Let it sit and just settle itself Stop acting all sobby and sentimental Besides everything's perfectly fine But here I am on this balcony With my thoughts just traveling randomly on some tangent And in the back of my mind I keep hearing this lady Her voice is beautiful, she keeps saying Mooo baby We can make it happen Make it through baby All we need to do is begin rejuvenating Keep it all in focus and pursue it faithfully Do it patiently