Gone

I know you've been gone, gone, gone I know you've been gone, gone, gone I know you've been gone, gone, gone But are you missing me? I know you're missing me Looking down on my phone, see another missed call I'm pissed off, I never had these problems back when I was piss poor Scared to see my daughter now because I'm lost in the life In the bathroom getting high when she called twice Sorry, but I'm scared at looking at something so precious when I'm a mess And her mother knows it I wonder if she ever regrets Trying to convince my family that I'm only gone for these checks When really I'm obsessed with getting my revenge through success 'Cause people hated on me, how can I not show 'em? Fans waited on me, damn, how do I not owe 'em? Imagine having to make that decision While baby girl's in the kitchen, tears dripping, wondering where her pop's going But I never meant to make you unhappy, can I see that smile? Phone's ringing, "Ey, yo, I'm with my child" Anyways, I wanna write you a symphony But instead she said all I ever wanted is you to stay a while, damn I know you've been gone, gone, gone I know you've been gone, gone, gone I know you've been gone, gone, gone But are you missing me? I know you're missing me And hey, hey, hey It's been so long so you've gone away Five years to be more specific I was out here trying to sign to Atlantic You crossed the Pacific Now is it a coincidence that my first instrument was a violin That my father wanted for me, so we ended up buyin' And now the instrumental that we're vibing to got one high end And while I'm writing my first verse he called me up crying? That shit is crazy, half a decade with no explanation Now you're asking if it's too late to save us Man, I don't know so I hang up but I'm saying nothing, just click end Wasn't man enough to say it so I wrote with a pen I just wanted to make you happy, but you never smile I just wanted that phone call that said your daddy's proud Anyways, maybe eventually we'll relive memories and you'll be next to me and both of us can stay a while, yeah I know you've been gone, gone, gone I know you've been gone, gone, gone I know you've been gone, gone, gone But are you missing me? I know you're missing me And hey, hey, hey It's been so long so you've gone away And hey, hey, hey It's been so long so you've gone away One day I'll be gone One day, one day, one day, one day I'll be gone One day, one day, one day, one day I'll be gone (But are you missing me?) One day, one day, one day, one day I'll be gone (But are you missing me?) One day, one day