Fade

There's only one sure thing in this world for me And that's one day my life will end Until that faithful day arrives for me I'll drown In misery meant only for me This is all because I failed in life my friend I've failed in love again I've lost all hope it won't get better I fade away my friend I fade in to my pain I give up this hurt is not worth it Life's been long hard lonely road I've hit dead ends at every twist and turn Nearer to the end If I'm meant to lose I won't lose alone I'll make sure you learn all about loss You might think my hathred has pushed you away You're never close enough to know what's in me My wounds can't mend can't heal this pain or Save the soul of the one so damned Self destruction on a daily basis Intoxication is my only oasis I do my best believe I can But in the end I've come up short again There's no will left to do better myself The unrelenting hathred in me has got control of me Youthful dreams a reminder of a useless past Overlooked by love I'm found dead last I failed in life my friend I've failed in love again I've lost all hope it won't get better I fade away my friend I fade in to my pain I give up this hurt is not worth it I've endured all these things in life It's turned my heart to stone As I stand all alone in life Reasons are clear to me And it's all because I failed in life my friend I've failed in love again I've lost all hope it won't get better I fade away my friend I fade into my pain I give up this hurt is not worth it I will remain alone as I fade away No will left to live Ill just fade away I'm drowning right before your eyes I'm smiling but I am dying inside I'm laughing but the voices torment my head I think I am better off dead I'm drowning right before your eyes I'm smiling but I am dying inside I'm laughing but the voices torment my head I think I am better off dead