Resurrection

I need my support system I need not to abort wisdom I need this distorted rhythm What is my destiny lord? They say, prayer is the recipe lord I be ready to send these niggas to visit you and they be pressing me lord I got one goon he do it expertise lord I keep my son close at all times like he right next to me lord I gave up on you a while ago, and you still blessing me lord You never questioned me lord I feel your energy lord You showed me how to forgive my family and enemies lord (I hear the devil talking to me, he depend on me lord) To spread evil, that's not the remedy lord And it will never be lord Pride I push aside and recognise the sensory, lord I'm a slave to my own thoughts, no penitentiary lord We all gon' die and lie in the cemetery eventually lord You know my tendencies won't be the same when I'm 70 lord I wanna spread positivity like it's leprosy lord And I thank you for the gift you've given me, that lives in me lord That's real I'm thankful for my life I'm grateful We all gon' die someday That's how I've been feeling, I'll go when I'm willing I'm running through the building to get to the ceiling The devil coming and he killing my focal civilians Praying for better days, put my hope in god willing You led me to places, thank you for taking me I know I come off misunderstood, you haven't mistaken me I'm already above, whether calm, collected or the crazy me I don't wanna be a slave lord, the world is bathing in slavery I empty out my mental to this vacancy My occupation's make sure my seed is taken care of and he's not hating me I was delayed for a second but never latent see Pull up on them blatantly (It's not, it's all part, it's all part of the process) I know shit is getting to me You say you hearing me out But I don't believe that you hearing me fully Belief, nigga sneak indiscreet Between the sheets of life is where the beast sleep At the table of death is most likely where the beast eats Over-dosage on the beat 'til the beat no longer beats Peskitarian fishing at an aquarium Fishscale that Webster-Merriam Deceasing bacterium on my back, that's where I carry 'em I'm letting go (I remember when I was your age, I wish I would've known what I know now But this is just the that way life goes, it's meant for us to learn) Letting go of your promises Promises lead to consequence, when you commit to something and do the opposite Sick to your stomach, you're vomiting, a Ramadan No food for children you're fathering The possibility of your family surviving this shit is kinda slim First place, the gold trophy, bitch I gotta win Seems like that's what my only option is And for that I'm thankful for my life I'm grateful We all gon' die someday That's how I've been feeling, I'll go when I'm willing I'm running through the building to get to the ceiling The devil coming and he killing my focal civilians Praying for better days, put my hope in god willing