No Halo

I don't know where I'm goin' If I gotta take the high road, I'm rollin' I ain't tryna get like all up in your head again, Montana, 'Lanta Maybe I should just go mosey my ass over to your house What about the sight of you up on the couch, so cozy, lowly lit Like rosy cheeks, oh you so cozy with somebody else Get nervous, my stomach churning, burning I'm beat, ready to knock some teeth out of his ass Late night corner, we pass Light that Swisher, get red Used to skip up 'round that van We don't go there no more We don't see sun no more Baby wanna raid the whole apartment like the FBI Takin' everything, from pots and pans, to fans and Goldeneye Everything 'cept the dog Everything in the drawers Used to be so perfect, but it's never gettin' solved I'm sure I'll find it No one help me when my eyes go red I'm sure I'll find it No one help me when my, no one help when my- I'm sure I'll find it No one help me when my eyes go red I'm sure I'll find it No one help me when my, no one help when my- Do I matter? I'm ecstatic, I'm depressed Mother, God's special mess, never had no halo Trippy, I can barely hike it out of bed Time bomb under it, persuading you to hop in Hmm, options, runnin' out of options Hmm, options, used to have options Hmm, options, runnin' out of options Hmm, options, used to have options I don't know where I'm goin' If I gotta take the high road, I'm rollin' I don't know where I'm goin' If I gotta take the high road, I'm rollin' I'm sure I'll find it No one help me when my eyes go red I'm sure I'll find it No one help me when my, no one help when my- I'm sure I'll find it No one help me when my eyes go red I'm sure I'll find it No one help me when my, no one help when my- Used to fight all my night terrors, now I smoke through the dreams Depression put me into places where I'm stuck in the seams They seal my mouth, it's like the only way to breathe is to scream Pop the stitches from society and fall to my knees The machines weavin' our fate are gettin' harder to please But I believe to an extreme (And we all can find a way) To anybody listenin', that's in between (And we all can find a way) Went to church for the hell of it, stumbled in drunk as shit Been goin' through it again Been talkin' to myself, wonderin' who I am, been thinkin', I am better than him In times like these, I just need to believe it's all part of a plan Lost a part of me, but I am still here Wash it all on to me to feel the fire (maybe, I been gone for a minute) But you know, you know that's a lie (no one help me when my eyes go) Wash it all on to me to feel the fire (maybe, I been gone for a minute) But you know, you know that's a lie (no one help me when my eyes go) I'm sure I'll find it No one help me when my eyes go red I'm sure I'll find it No one help me when my, no one help when my- I'm sure I'll find it No one help me when my eyes go red I'm sure I'll find it No one help me when my, no one help when my