Cradle

Breathe Breathe Breathe Breathe Push Push Push Push I lost you You were my god Thought what do I do now You were never there for me Never there to carry me 26 years looking back that time is gone It was you I believed in Look what you've done to me Realize what you've done to Me! I can't bleed I can't bleed I want to bleed Before my life just walks away from me I can't see going on, In this darkness I'm blind, Beneath my cradle, the bough has broke, I exorcise my loss, Your lies, punishment It takes time To try to mend the wounds of all the suffering What do I do now And, all I'm asking from you please Send me a sign, To guide me through the times that lie in front of me I'll get by Myself Look at me now, a piece of shit like you! Look at me now, you left me, so fuck you! Look at me now, a piece of shit like you! Look at me now, you left me, so fuck you! 'cause, everybody leaves me Everybody's gone. Watch my father leave me There's nobody left. Feels like I've never been loved! Everybody leaves me Never gave a shit about me. Everybody's gone I'll rot in my head alone. I don't give a fuck about you, go the fuck away I don't give a fuck about you, go the fuck away I don't give a fuck about you, go the fuck away I don't give a fuck about you, go the fuck away (i'll rot in my head all alone) Fucking cocksucker Fake being Inside of my heart you are the liar Innocence displaced Institutionalized in my own life Been left. Here I stand now and I'm alone With no one to comfort me One set of footprints in the sand No one to take my hand, I'll I'll walk through as long as I need I'll drift through my life though I'm alone Outgrown the cradle that once housed me And I've found that all I need is Me Me Me Me Found I've never needed you To push through All the shit that stacks up Inside of my life Endless plight that circulates through my body I'll keep stumbling Beating Pummeling Teething on the rind and Renounce my being I can't see going on I can't see going on I can't see going on I can't see going on I can't see I'm to tired I can't see Well, I can't see goin' on I'm so tired Of trying to mend the wounds of all my suffering What do I do now And, all I'm asking from you please Send me a sign To guide me through the times that lie in front of me I'll get by Myself I can't see going on, fuck it! I can't see going on, fuck it! I can't see going on, fuck it! I can't see going on, fuck it!