I Wish I Wasn't

I'm home alone again And you're out hangin' with your friends So you say Somehow I know it's not quite that way It's getting pretty late And you haven't checked on me all day When I called you didn't answer Now I'm feelin' like you're ignorin' me I wish that you were home Holdin' me tight in your arms And I wish I could go back To the day before we met And skip my regret I wish I wasn't in love with you So you couldn't hurt me It just ain't fair the way you treat me No, you don't deserve me Wasted my time thinkin' 'bout you And you ain't never gon' change I wish I wasn't in love with you So I wouldn't feel this way When you touch me my heart melts (And anything you did wrong I forgive) Yeah, yeah So you play me and take advantage Of the love that I feel for you Why you wanna hurt me so bad I believed in you that's why I'm so mad Now I'm drowning in disappointment And it's hard for me to even look at you I wish that you were home, oh, yes, I do Holdin' me tight in your arms, ooh, baby And I wish I could go back To the day before we met And skip my regret I wish I wasn't in love with you So you couldn't hurt me (I don't wanna hurt no more) It just ain't fair (It just ain't fair, no) the way you treat me No, you don't desert me (You, you) Wasted my time thinkin' 'bout you And you ain't never gon' change (You ain't never gonna change) I wish I wasn't (I wasn't in love) in love with you So I wouldn't feel this way (I wouldn't feel this way) Said you care about me, but from what I see I ain't feelin' that, so I disagree Gave you all my love and understanding And you treated me like your enemy So leave me alone, don't bother to follow me Now just go back where you came from This house is no longer your home You are not welcome no, no, no more, no more I wish I wasn't in love with you So you couldn't hurt me (You couldn't hurt me, baby) It just ain't fair (It just ain't fair) the way you treat me (The way you treat me) No, you don't deserve me (You don't deserve me, baby) Wasted my time (Oh, oh) thinkin' 'bout you (Thinkin' about you) And you ain't never gon' change (You're never gonna change, never gonna change) I wish I wasn't in love with you So I wouldn't feel this way I wish I wasn't in love with you So you couldn't hurt me (You couldn't hurt me this bad) It just ain't fair (It ain't fair) the way you treat me (No, it ain't fair) No, you don't deserve me (You don't deserve me, my love) Wasted my time (Ooh) thinkin' 'bout you (Thinkin' about you) And you ain't never gon' change (You ain't gonna never change) I wish I wasn't (Wasn't) in love with you (In love with you) So I wouldn't feel this way Hear you knockin' at the door again I'm wonderin' should I let you in I open up the door and see The flowers for me, so beautiful in your hand You start beggin' me to take you back I've always been a sucker for romance And before you know it I could see it, you're all over me Oh, no, here I go again I wish I wasn't in love with you So you couldn't hurt me