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I'm harder than life and kinder than love
Secretly I'm a saint
Never hurt no-one
I try my best to be polite everyday
And I've had misfortune at every turn
And I'm very sorry that I sit in this chair today
After it came about
You see, I believe in good, I believe good is gonna wi-

I can't forget about my past 
Can't forget about my loved ones
Can't forget about those who past 
Thinking bout my future
I'm thinking bout what remains of us
Things I would change
But I know I can't

A couple cousins ended up inside
Another young'n died
I watched my mother cry like a hundred times
It burns me up inside
Nothing I can do, everything I tried
Ride, make money, get high, f*ck skets, drive all night
But I hit the bottom of that barrel after Dad died
Couldn't even be bothered to even get dressed, step outside
Don't wanna check mans, pretend that I am fine
Have you ever let depression push so deep?
Drank yourself to sleep just to avoid your own dreams?
Blacked out whole weeks cos you jus won't eat?
Walked late night down them wrong streets cos you want beef?
Hoping you'll take my life for me
Begging someone try boy me or bore me
I never figured this my story, like I want that!
Can't even look in the mirror and make fucking eye contact
Cos I know it would send me on some time warp back
To when I was fat but when I was happs
Mum, dad, cousins by the dozen
Uncle drunk of on that fine cognac
BBQ in the park, we laid the lino out
Boombox played ball until the lights went down
I wish I knew then what I know now
While I'm sitting in the dark
Shhh! Pipe down!
Bottle in my hand and that smoke in the other
Paranoid every time I'm hearing that door buzzer
I'm buzzing blood
My mind fuzzy as f*ck
I can't remember last time I was this muddled up
I doubled up my drink then I puff on that blunt
In London we keep calm cos we hustle up!
Blow all our doe, get drunk then f*ck some slut
Go sleep, wake up, make another run
Rinse, repeat, rinse repeat til you rest in peace
Police arrest you or you left these streets
I made enemies for life
So I keep tabs 
Hoodie n knife behind seat's back
Wait let me reach back
Yeah I feel dat
OCD, you know me n that's a real fact
All it takes is one fight
Your life can change in one night
Got you asking what's right?
Can you make it to sunrise?
Some guys chopping white
Up on that front line
Upping the gun crime
Runnin up numbers online
Loving thug life
Me I stay on my grind
Music keeps me on-side
On time like I'm leading a drum line
Thinking back about those days sometimes
Now I'm done trying

I can't forget about my past 
Can't forget about my loved ones
Can't forget about those who past 
Thinking bout my future
I'm thinking bout what remains of us
Things I would change
But I know I can't

Lord, you know I'm trying, I'm trying
I'm out here surviving, surviving
While all my bredrins riding, they riding!
Lord knows!
Lord you know I'm trying but surviving where I'm from
Is like riding against the tide but where I'm lost is that future
How did I lose that? 

I seen the future in your eyes 
But now you're long gone
And I'm so far behind
I pray that life don't pass me by
Cause now I feel fucked up
Cause your not by my side
Long nights cold chills when the sun goes down 
I find myself blaming you
Cursed the day you passed on
Nothing I could do to turn back time
Guess we were too far apart when you crossed those lines
Now I gotta face the truth 
I'm moving on without you
Now there's nothing to lose 
Cause I already lost you

And I'm very sorry that I sit in this chair today
After it came about
You see, I believe in good, I believe good is gonna win

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