Walk Away 2 Heaven

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The Notorious Rio

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Heaven, Don't want to turn around
I've gone too far, to go back down
Heaven, Don't want to turn around
I've gone too far, to go back down

I wrote a song late at night to discover my love
Cause all I ever wanted in my life was a motherly love
I was too young to understand how to court to your love
Or the feelings that you ran made you resort to the drugs
I have a vision of a naked man lying on the cot
Was this apart of a sacred plan to keep me thriving on that pot
Yet my mother is damned that's why my fist won't lock
I let it play it through this jam
You know the shit don't stop
Now she was drinking the beers then mommy muffled the pair
And she was rocking to the fever w/heavy puffs in her hair
She seen me standing with a stare Rio's looking in a mirror
Facial features of my father kicking in and getting clearer
From what appears to be her lover, cause now I understand
The single life of a black mother trying to raise a man
Is what I reprimand all apart of a triple seven, it's from my heart I'm yelling
I want to walk away to heaven

Heaven, Don't want to turn around
I've gone too far, go back down
Heaven, Don't want to turn around
I've gone too far, to go back down

A leather belt from your waist a leather belt to my face
Mommy getting so upset when her son makes mistakes
And those were the traits that was hard for me to swallow
As the liquor getting chased mommy drinking out the bottle
Was a daily thing she modeled, different men stimulating their crotch?
In my very own room oh I hated to watch
I'm from your wound so my fist won't lock
I'll let it play it play it through this tune, you know the shit don't stop
Walking in the bedroom I could see the tears,
Forming out your eyes yeah it took me by surprise
I have never seen you cry and never saw you this bad
My mommy was still mourning over from the loss of my dad
These are the conversations had
Single life of a mother and her child,
No phone numbers dialed the struggled memories
Forever filed in my mind will stick I reminisce the script I'm telling, I want to walk away to heaven

Heaven, Don't want to turn around
I've gone too far, to go back down
Heaven, Don't want to turn around
I've gone too far, to go back down

Separated and scared I'll never know how to par
So many years growing up with my mother was hard
You know some thing's I can't regard, the best of what you hid
When you were young you were touched molested as a kid
Can't confess of what was did, understanding those shameful flaws
A tragic past my mother had and all the pain that it caused.
I had to pause and now my fist will lock, cause once it played through this tune, that shit finally stopped
So now I think about the drugs, I think about the sins
I think about my dad, I think about the many men
Think about everything you've dealt with in your past
And it makes me appreciate the only mother that I have
A tribulation that I've grasp, cause now I understand
And I'm so proud of my mother, for making me the man
And I'll never reprimand I've finally bliss and hiss
And reminisce the wish I'm yelling, I think I finally gone to heaven

Heaven, Don't want to turn around
I've gone too far, to go back down
Heaven, Don't want to turn around
I've gone too far, to go back down

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