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Try to pull so hard
The right words out of my mouth
My hands and heart bleed
For me there is no heaven
Damned and scarred by those closest to me

I'm the ghost of my past
Struggling to make a connection
But all I manage is
End up seeing my own reflection
At the bottom of an empty glass

And I feel stupid
Made myself a fool again
Seeking love with false trails

I'm so stupid
Let my innocence betray me
phony hopes that lead to despair

So angry to myself
For letting me become so numb
Don't even let my friends
Close to this barren place

Let these four walls be my prison
Trying to imagine another version of me
Watching, yearning,
Into a bright PC screen

And eyes full of lust
Your smile and your touch
A forbidden ground

And years passing by
In solitude and demise
I feel so old
I can not hold

And I feel stupid
Made myself a fool again
Seeking love with false trails

I'm so stupid
Let my innocence betray me
phony hopes that lead to despair

Can't stop the war inside
Demons passed from father to son
Taking control over me
And now I start making my own

This was a test I clearly failed
I wasn't meant, I don't belong in this time
Let this be my punishments
Of my ignorance, of false beliefs
Don't even have the courage
To say that I'm sorry
Make all those who I love despise me

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