Unfamiliar

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To Those Unaware

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I cannot express what I feel in my chest
I'm paralyzed
Can't move on to the next
I don't know why I'm here
Only to reminisce
Am I cursed
To walk the earth
When I barely exist
What's the point of life if I can't make it right
Left to my own devices I despise the rest
But I digress
Because it wasn't supposed to be like this
I felt it happen in an instant
My life except
Everything above the neck
A grotesque effect
That I refuse to accept
And I'm Scared out of my mind
No more prospects
I'm terrified
To remain this way blind
Devastation
To me through my own eyes
Blank Stares
As I bear the weight of my demise
This has to be a nightmare
Or is it a dream
I hope to God this isn't real
I pray I'm asleep

Is there light in a nightmare
A message that's laid bare
Prophetic deviation
But I fear it's lost on me
Lost on me

Is this a dream or a nightmare
I'm scared I'm where
I will remain the same until the day that I die
There's a room with just one door
But when I step inside
I'm back in the same room
I've lost my mind
My eyes are being lied to
I'm left behind
I try moving forward
But I'm tortured by time
Minutes are infinite
Seconds take forever
Every moment that goes by
Is a whole life I can't remember
Ever leaving this room
Is this a prison or tomb
Losing wisdom and truth
Stuck in an infinite loop
How did I get in this cube
When did I arrive
Where does that door lead
I need to give it a try
I've got some freedom to find
Deliver me to the light
The other side could be where divinity lies
I try to step into heaven
A leap of faith is taken this is hell
Where I wait to be awakened

Is there light in a nightmare
A message thats laid bare
Prophetic deviation
But I fear it's lost on me
Lost on me

Am I awake or committed
Am I a plague or the symptoms
I need a break from existence
I'll float away for a minute
Meditate on a rhythm
Just give it some time
I have a place I visit
It's inside of my mind
Concentrate on the vision
Casting ego aside
I created a schism
Between my past and my pride
Sentimental memories
Slipping in to submission

Am I a victim or witness
My name has resigned
No big deal
I don't need it
Leave it behind
I'll be fine
But what's the reason for breathing
I used to love used to cry
Why do I even believe it
I see inside the design
What's keeping me from deleting
All of the pain and desires
The lies, uncertainties
I reside in the fire
As if it isn't hurting me
Empty gone and forgotten
But not when I open my eyes
Empathy and apathy collide
I just try to survive

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