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I am a flower stuck in a pot
I don't want water, no I want to rot
I want to feel pain and agony
Jump off a bridge and smile happily
These urges they will never leave
As long as I'm left alive to grieve
I want to be dug into the ground
Where I can't make a single sound

I am scared to be afraid
Scared of promises we've made
Because what if they end up breaking
Just like I'll end suffocating
This is not a suicide note
More so a mourning letter
Because I know that without me
Your life would be so much better

There is a lump of emotions
Clogging up my brain
When I want to feel happy
All I ever feel is pain
I am lost and so terrified
Why can't someone clarify
My purpose in this broken world
Full of broken boys and broken girls

This world is polluted by lies that are told
In a fashion of truth and their meanings don't hold
In a world where we're born with the purpose of dying
I don't understand the point in relying
On other people who have their own problems
Especially when there's no way for you to solve them
There's smiles and laughs but there will always be tears
Which is why the thought of living causes me so much fear

I am scared to be afraid
Scared of promises we've made
Because what if they end up breaking
Just like I'll end suffocating
This is not a suicide note
More so a mourning letter
Because I know that without me
Your life would be so much better

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