Grieving Again

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King Kape

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Come on David
You're stuck
You're stuck grieving again
You find your self not sleeping again
Thinking of your self as less than
As less of a man
Not forgiving yourself for situations that happened to you
But not because of you
You're shutting out yourself from the world
From your sister your grandma your girl
You're being selfish
You're not the only one going through these things David
Your family needs you David
They need you
Yeah I know
I know
Lizzie and grandma I got y'all
One thing for certain is that I cannot live without y'all
I know I get in my head and that could be my biggest down fall
But I promise I'm working
Yeah I promise I'm working
But sometimes I just want to close the curtain
I can't help but feel like life ain't worth it
I don't know if I need to re-find my purpose
Or maybe visit a couple churches
I mean
Only find my self at ease
When I'm asleep
But that ain't saying that much
I know I ain't praying as much
Not going to let it hold me down I mean it
Imma' work on my grieving
My grandma my sister and girl
All the reasons
I done lost it all and scared to lose again
Taking care of granny from boy into a man
Back against the wall trying not break or bend
Stuck inside a trance waiting for it to end
I tend to give in granny praying for my sins
She got praying hands say amen
Amen
I tried to make amends
But it's hard to pretend
I know I got a gift feel like I'm a box
I find myself staring a clock
Trying to figure out when the grieving gone stop
I find it hard to breath when the grieving won't stop
I got a lot of problems
Only God can solve 'em
I look at my sister
All I see is momma
Dang man
I'm tired of feeling this pain man
This hurt can be fixed by no pain meds
It got my head spinning like blade fans
I got me feeling insane
I can't contain
The thoughts in my brain
I'm feeling mundane
I feel like Bruce Wayne
I need a Kape
Up up and away (Ka-Ka-Ka-Kape)
I need the escape
Heart so cold bout as froze as a blizzard
All I got is my grandma and sister
Stood in the fire and I caught some blisters
For the last memory of parents a picture
Tell me how I'm 'posed to feel
When my parents never hit they golden years
Feeling like my time on earth is overdue
Cause my life feel like it's overkill

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