Hara-Kiri
Goodbye Blue Monday
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There's a speed camera in my head Flashing me, telling me to slow down But the breaks in this old shitheap They don't work anymore And I'm backseat driving anyway Just waiting on a breakdown Or waiting on a spin out I know I'm gonna spin out And crash into a ditch Let them identify my body Notify my family And then they'll search through the wreckage To find a piece of me, who I used to be But there's nothing left to find of me anymore I can't sit still now Do anything for a way out I got this minefield mindset, exploding at the seams But it's a lock down lock down You're not getting in and I'm not getting out Stumbling down the tightrope of reality and dreams The psychiatrist is saying that I've started displaying Troubling behaviour and it's cause for alarm A crisis referral's got me running round in circles Drug me, dope me, before I do harm Push it all away Push them all away Push it all away Push them all away Push it all away Push them all away Push it all away Push them all away Something's wrong Impulses firing This impulse buying I've no self-control Something's wrong I'll do anything gratifying And it's terrifying I can feel myself letting go Push it all away Push them all away Push it all away Push them all away Push it all away Push them all away I've got everyone treating me like a stranger And telling me that I need to make changes And I know deep down that I am in danger Of losing myself, of becoming someone who can't get back Get back get back To what? I don't know But I'm feeling like I don't even care Get back get back Got to take your time, slow down, Find out if there's anything there Cause everybody's saying that I'm different And telling me they're starting to lose interest But I've lost all hope of finding a reference Of who I was now Of who I am now They found me Dying in the sheets They found me Dying in the sheets They found me Dying in the sheets They found me Dying This shooting star Will crash down hard And will scatter, will shatter me Till there's nothing left When I've come to rest And nobody to sift through the debris I'm going to do what I want to do Not going to listen when they tell me to Stop overthinking and drinking just to get through Don't want to stop or recognise I'm living a life I fantasise I'm staying up, taking off, gonna split the skies This shooting star Will crash down hard And will scatter, will shatter me Till there's nothing left When I've come to rest And nobody to sift through the debris I'm too wired to be tired I'm too bored, I want more I'm getting haunted in the daytime now By the things that go bump in the light A sunrise through wild eyes A sickline, a lifeline I have a million things I want to do And it feels like I'm running out of time Fingertips reeking of cigarettes I'm trying to make plans I'll soon forget Cause I'm drinking anything for days on end To stop the never-ending feeling of discontent It's time for social media meltdowns And 'Lost In Translation' marathons With a broken compass stuck in my hand To navigate a shitstorm I don't understand With shaky hands And nauseous turns Palpitations Carving arms Empty bank balances I will embrace all of This is mania I'll make my own reality I'll be the person I don't want to be Mania I'll make my mind fully defenceless I'll do what I want I don't care about the consequences I've been playing with matches Burning to ashes all that's left of me But when the smoke clears from my stinging eyes All I can see is death in front of me I've never hated myself so much I'm finding shame but I'm losing touch Opening my wrists while closing doors I've never seen this much blood coming out of me before Lost inside my mind A mindset setting off a minefield Tell myself that It's not real It's not real no Oh god, this can't be real I've never hated myself so much I'm finding my shame, but I'm losing touch Opening my wrists while closing doors I've never seen this much blood coming out of me before You're fucking sick You're fucking sick You think your friends care, you pathetic fucking prick? Look at those arms Look at those scars They're fucking ugly and you know that's what you are When you fetishise your misery The vanity of your self-loathing Thriving on your medical history Just quit your fucking moaning You self-indulgent narcissistic cunt You self-indulgent narcissistic cunt Another woe is me I know they won't miss me You self-indulgent narcissistic cunt You're fucking sad? You're fucking sad? You entitled f*ck you haven't got it bad You don't know shame You don't know pain You've only got your fucking self to blame There's a speed camera in my head Telling me to slow down Slow down Slow down Slow down Hell no I'll crash into a ditch Let them identify my body And notify my family And I could crawl from the wreckage Pull myself free, if I wanted to be But there's just no fight left in me anymore I've tried I've tried I've tried to exist To be someone who's not ashamed of themselves But I'm someone who's done trying now All the little things I own All the comforts of home Can no longer console me now Cause the life that I've shared Is no longer sanctuary And it's time for me to bow out So I'll watch you walk away An intricate ballet I might be dragging my feet, I didn't mean to drag you down I might be dragging my feet, I didn't mean to drag you down It's over now I can hear the sound of my grave in the wind through the trees And it's screaming out my name It's over now Get the knife Get your pills Choke 'em down like you said you would You can do it Nothing matters now The thoughts of the people you love They don't matter now They don't matter now You've never felt so much peace in your heart You can do it You can do it You've never felt so much peace in your head Climb into the sheets Drift off silently Comfortably in bed Into the morning light Slip away softly The last words in your head: "It's time to die" "It's time to die" "It's time to die, it's time." "It's time to die" It's time to die, it's time It's time to die, it's time It's time to die, it's time It's time to die They found me dying in the sheets They found me dying in the sheets They found me dying in the sheets They found me dying in the sheets They found me dying in the sheets They found me dying in the sheets They found me dying in the sheets They found me dying in the sheets They found me dying in the sheets They found me dying in the sheets They found me dying in the sheets They found me dying in the sheets
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