Caught Up In the Mix

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Syklon 208

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Father can you help I don't know what's going on
I was left by myself and everything I had is gone
I'm living in this hell and everything I do is wrong
Now I'm back up in a cell I guess I knew it all along
That one day I'd have to pay for everything I've done
Hope you hear me when I say that deep inside I'm feeling numb
I really do repent for living life by the gun
Giving thanks because you sent your only begotten son
To pay for the all the sins that we've come to commit
In this world I never win but lord I never forget
The hope I got within kept me from going to the pit
And kept me from these evil men that made me target of a hit
Don't know how to explain or how to show you how I feel
The fact that I remain makes it a fact that you are real
The struggles and the pain are not the reason why I kneel
It's to pray and say your name and thank you for what you've revealed

I cry thinking of my mom and I'm just glad that I still got her
She kept me going on when no one else would even bother
I dedicate this song to my Jefita and my father
With a love so strong from your sons and only daughter
If I could take the tears away and make you see the love
Make the pain disappear and fly together like the doves
If I could always have you near that would be enough
And what have I to fear than the Father up above
With the help of the Lord I know that we can make it through
I'm hanging off a cord and I don't know what else to do
Only things I can afford is having faith and staying true
I just hope I'm not ignored when I ask for something new
The things that I've seen came to change my point of view
Life was so extreme and I never got the clue
Now I know what it means when they say we're living blind
Life ain't always what it seems and God I'm looking for a sign

I'm in a cell staring at these white walls
As I get lost in my thoughts when the night falls
It's so depressing and there's nothing that I can do
But pray to the Lord to help me hang through
On the outside my loved one's are living free
I think of them they think of me and we hope to see
Us reunite one day and heat me say
That I'm done with the life of the evil way
All my hopes all my dreams almost everything
That I've had I've lost or so it seems
No money no bling and I'm a known fiend
But I got respect and love that can't be seen
I was put down and hurt so I put in work
The only thing on my mind was to quench the first
For revenge on society and all the people
But now I see that I was misled by the evil

I'm in a cell and if I don't change I'm sure to stay
Life is too short to live and I'm just wasting days
I think about what I've missed and I make a fist
For too long I've been caught up in the mix
In the streets I'm wreaking havoc making lots of noise
But in the courtroom and the system I don't got a voice
So here's the choice I got to think it through
Because wat I do affects me and those that love me too

My jefa suffers crying out for heavens sake
Asking God to show me mercy when I hit his gates
She knows her lil boy has gone a different path
And she just hopes that I won't have to feel the wrath
Mom I ask that you forgive me for being blind
And all the pain you go through when we're doing time
What I did probably made you think I lost my mind
Well I did and lost control but God has helped me find
Something new that is true and is sure to prove
To anyone that they can change their ways and change their views
I used to think I had nothing to lose
But I've always had a lot and I would just refuse

Jefita te mando amor y respetos
Y pido que me perdones por todo lo que ya ha hecho
Entre a las calles y viviendo la vida chueca
Pero siempre me perdonas no importa en lo que me meta
Y la neta no se como lograste
Tener fe en mi despues de tanto desmadre
Me perdi y nadie pudo encontrarme
Me aleje de usted y todos pero trato acercarme
Y chale pienso en el pasado
Hai mucho tiempo enserrado y no estando a tu lado
Que gacho todo lo que has sufrido
Y lo unicorn que pides es mejor pa tus hijos
Hoy digo que al fin se an acabado
Mis dias de tirando droga y desmadres con los soldados
Hoy paro de siempre estando en el mal
Amo mucho a mi familia y se que ellos igual

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