Thought About Dying

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Yeah
I gotta be me
Gotta be me
Yeah
Uh-huh
Love it or hate it, I gotta be me
Work through the surface, you know it get deep
Followed the river, it turned into sea
Followed my passion, it turned to a key
I'm tryna turn all the grieving to glee (Glee)
We came from nothing, I had to believe
My Nana gardened like Adam and Eve
I was next to her just pulling the weeds
I think about it and start to retreat
I know she trapped and just tryna get free
'Member them demons was shadowing me
Lost in my head, I was battling me
I made it back to the land of the living and wrote testimonies on top of the beats
Maybe one day when it all fade away, I can go to that place that had gave me relief
Wade in the water, an angel gon' trouble it
We tryna turn dat lil Camry to Cullinan
We wasn't scamming, just flipping and hustling
Stack it and save it, give some to my cousin 'nem
I hate the pressure, but I love da love again
I saw Nariah, I'm kissing and hugging her
I see the future, I'm falling in love with it
Back to the present, it's hard to keep up with it
My granny died, and then my cousin died, and then my uncle died, I been crying and struggling
I talked to Gwai, and I told him I'm trying, then we reconciled that it's joy for the suffering
Momma keep sending me scripture, it's humbling
I'm tryna digest the pain that I'm stomaching
Thought about dying
Yeah
Love it or hate it, I gotta be me
Work through the surface, you know it get deep
Followed the river, it turned into sea
Followed my passion, it turned to a key
I know it's coming, I planted the seed
We just surviving until we succeed
We just aligning until we achieve
Just keep on fighting until you get free
'Member them demons was shadowing me
Lost in my head, I was battling me
Begging for purpose until I got bitter and all that resentment was swallowing me
I kept my distance 'cause hate is contagious
I'm praying for patience
My heart done broke into so many pieces, I'm no longer waiting on someone to save it
Thought about dying then thought about Sha
Like how would he take it?
Wanted to cry but then I started smilin' just knowing that he gon' be running them bases
I miss my bruddas, I'm seeing they faces
I love my bruddas, I pray that we make it
Know what it's like to get lost in the waiting
I'm tryna stay faithful
Villain in the snow
Ima killer when it's cold but— (I talked to Gwai, and I told him I'm trying)
Winter with a coat (Then we reconciled that it's joy for the suffering)
I been riding with the folk but— (Momma keep sending me scripture, it's humbling)
Spinning through my quotes (I'm tryna digest the pain that I'm stomaching)
I could feel it in my soul but— (Thought about dying)
I could feel it in my soul
Yeah

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