Chemical Imbalance

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SeAth

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Something is mean in my mind
Do you mind me telling you what I mean
I believe it is a false notion if it isn't true then my minds broken
I don't need help but they say help will help
I don't think I do butt I have week health
It doesn't make any sense but since my sense is senseless I sense it might from how I've spent my life
Anxiety is fighting me beating up my internal wiring especially when it's me and I have no checks or green and rent is high
The world doesn't care if I'm dead tonight unless I first text goodbye and then well I end my life because that's a text and there's no friends in sight
It's a shame the whole world is a game you can only win when you're in a grave it's insane
Outside I'm sane inside I'm insane makes sense because in comes before the saying insane these kind of thoughts can make the sane insane that's the same in saying
The same thing I don't wanna play the dang game

I have a chemical in balance
But I have to Deal with it
But if I let it or allow it
One side of the scale will tip

When you think about it a Graves gray unless you pay change then it's changed because you pay for change but the change pays
Does it sit right with you if not I'll sit right with you
And explain why it sits right with me since I can see
And explain things
My ex was toxic cause all she did was talk sick as soon as I walked in she said I wanna talk sit then went on to talk shhh and if I try to talk she said let me talk shh
She shushed me like a wee puppy treated me like dog shh without treating me like what you do when the dog sits
I let it eat at me till eventually it ate my conscious
And my brain went wonkas
I was always one of the bad guys even though I wasn't that bad guys it was really bad guys told me to MoveOn I should've listened to the advice
I just wanted it to be better but I couldn't win if I bet her but I wasn't much better maybe it was because the bed hurt
I took the abuse and I let her you can read the proof in this letter but she was confused from where I led her she didn't move no I left her
Saying sorry doesn't mean you're sorry you're sorry that you're sorry sorry Im not sorry I am just salty that you saw me being sawy and it's all we have for bonding if you see this and you call me just know I'm not responding

Exes are just x's for the o's that I had sex with
I just MoveOn when you've gone to the next dick
Invite a new one for a group hug when we're watching Netflix
You hurt me so she's nursing my hurt things you left unnerving
I have begged you for your mercy but I bet you that you're learning i'm not a slave that you tamed I unchained from your cursing but my manners remain and still go irk me so I'll finish flaming with a curtsy even though you played me so damn dirty

I have a chemical in balance
But I have to Deal with it
But if I let it or allow it
One side of the scale will tip

I am not OK I am K then Owed I am in a cage the cage is froze O mkay  no wait I don't too bad away way we go! my brains a maze, amazed? I know!
Now that is what you call a crazy flow

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