Suffer

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Yo, all I know is that I love her, then why do we suffer
I never do enough, f*ck it man I'll leave this uncovered
It breaks my fucking heart when we go out and your happiness will show out
'cause at home I want the kind of love you're showing to your brothers
I once again stumbled headfirst into the vice
Grip so tight it blocked out every last ray of light
I should be holding you like it's the last day of life
But I was spiraling towards another fast way to die, f*ck
All for what, a shout-out from the plug?
I never could be proud of that this shit is like a drug
Another lucid moment of escape is only crushed and brushed aside
To my surprise
I got what I was hoping for and then you showed the door
Told me walk back out 'cause I don't even know you anymore
I stay and play again the vicious cycle we endure
'Cause we know how much we love each other
More than any other
Thing or person but it worsens when I fall back into cursing
And the love we have disperses though it's coming back for certain
I'm not saying that you saying that I do has pulled the curtains
I just wish that we had more time for November now we're working
I'm really sick of blaming you for all of my mistakes
I'm really sick of gaming but I fucking can't escape
I finally see it clear when I write it on the page
I'm sorry that I do this but this is the only way
My vision is a fog, it ain't been clear since my job
Now my lenses only pick up when you sob
That isn't good enough because I know I'm 'sposed to read you like a blog
Without a word said
Or God knowing everything like this song you ain't heard yet
This cracking skin is punishment I deserve
I really cannot stomach knowing all the time you served
Has culminated in you lusting justly for the greatest sin
'Cause I never can provide it's over before it begins
If I bring you flowers now will you see it as a gift
Or will you see it as a sorry for another of my fits
I hate all my addictions
They used to bring me joy, that's the reason that I picked 'em
But now instead of fixing me up just like a prescription
Destroying what I love is far better a description
So this is my prediction
I'll try and do better but struggle
While I reminisce on days that we would cuddle
We were teens but it seems that back then we were some lovebirds
I know how much this does hurt
While looking at it now with perspective of a mustard seed
That has grown into the beautifulest tree
But we ain't pruned leaves ever since we spotted the disease
So now I got the secateurs, please give me a second dear
I'm pruning back the hatred and regret from in our second year
I'm always tryna be the kid you fell in love with
'Cause you're the greatest person so we know that we're above this
I'm sorry

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