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Jack Raymond

Jack Raymond (1886–1953) was an English actor and film director. Born in Wimborne, Dorset in 1886, he began acting before the First World War in A Detective for a Day. In 1921 he directed his first film and gradually he wound down his acting to concentrate completely on directing - making more than forty films in total before his death in 1953.He was associated with the Hepworth Studios of Walton on Thames, since his portrait appears on a studio publicity postcard when he was probably in his early twenties. He had a major success in 1930 with The Great Game, one of the earliest films devoted to football and followed it up with Up for the Cup a year later. He remade Up for the Cup in 1950. more »

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Truman show feel like my real life
Human though but they act like I'm stupid so
I see how they're moving
They're hiding behind they're support cause they know that
I'm bout to break free of this systematic depression we face in our teens
It's hard to believe looking back that I wanted to die so suddenly
Punishing my gluttony
Taking the time to seclude
Work on myself but I'm rude and my health is declining
Dependant on shit every night so I sleep and don't think about when I'm going to die
Cause I swear if I blink
I'll be caught in a lie
Pretend that I'm okay even though I'm not
Cause you caught me on the wrong day
When I was in the studio, missing my old self
I'm unusually distant to the every day methodical method of coping
Transferring the blame and then credit myself for no sin
Man I feel ashamed of the way that we left it open ended
I sent it, praying to god you don't want to end it
Suspended my heart knowing that you're better off without me
Peace please
No peace treaty from B.C., we've been greedy and I've been shitty
The guilt eating my insides out
The dirty sheets in my laundry they ain't been dried out
I'd rather live in the moment than inside of my head
But it's hard to control it when it's under my bed
I'm nothing but hopeless when I wrote this
Cause I feel alone but I chose this
I hold shit in so let me spill on the page until I feel no shame
I got bitter with age with no sense of a purpose
Little by little, each day I felt nervous
I was praying for change but this shit no communion
Staying the same through bullshit's consuming
Watching me break though your lens - Truman
Additional support wasn't offered
What's the outcome?
I was in the middle of the shit - Malcom
But I never said nothing
Fam don't read minds
Thought they'd assume through my expression
But I declined
"Why you got depression son?
I know that we fight, pressure huh?
It's the clique you run with
Probably out there fucking
Fighting motherfuckers
Probably use a substance
Don't you love me?
Why you got to be my kid
Don't you see that I'm trying to survive here?"
I said I don't feel it
And she said "but how come"
I hurt so many times that I don't give out on
Heard so many lies that I start to doubt ones
She interjected "how's that my fault?
Blame it on me cause I can't give out love
Due to my seed that pushed me out huh?
It ain't fair to hold me to the standards you have
Superhero from the childhood you had
So you feel upset? Oh that's too bad
Try living in my shoes-"
Oh but I have
It caused resentment feeling unattended to
You think that I want to look at you as not giving a f*ck
What am I meant to think though when you snap?
Not even a chance to blink so
Over some shit coulda resolved with peace talk
I don't want to fight I just wished that we talked more
Cause I went through shit by myself
Sorrow befell me and it was tears down my cheek
Chest it caved in
I was grinding my teeth
Yes I gave in
And I sighed forgive me
Flicking through seasons
Destination's unclear
Another episode to break him
If everyone else is fucking crazy
Maybe you're insane, shout to Jay Z
Remotely controlling your emotions
Try to play me through a screen it can't be me against the world
But it's every day b
Want me to depressed but i'm bout to break free
Yeah

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