So Big, So Tired

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Davis Esther Rose

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Everything feels so big
And I'm so, goddamn, tired
My feet stay stuck to the floor
My head is full of water

Just my luck that I can't sleep
Always between, never where I should be
The world's unforgivable, my room is unlivable
And I have no choice but to exist in both
Is it the antipsychotics? The mood stabilizers?
Or am I just eternally tired?
At what point will I have had enough?
I don't know what I'll do, I don't know what I want

Everything feels so big
And I'm so, g-ddamn, tired
My feet stay stuck to the floor
My head is full of water

Any good feelings never last me too long
And then when they're gone, there's nothing breaking my fall
It takes all I have just to keep myself going
Eating, cleaning, sleeping, and crying
I try to keep drinking water, and keep breathing deep
No matter how hard I try, it's not what I need
I'd feel like a burden, if I felt anyone else
I miss snow on my face, I miss knowing myself

I just can't accept
Moving at my own pace
The world is flying past me too fast
I think if I blink one more time I'll be dead!

I need time to slow down with me
We can waltz if it won't step on my feet
I can never get back up to speed, I'll be
Playing catch up for all of eternity!

All of eternity
Time won't slow down with me
All of eternity
Please, baby, just hold on and dance with me

I don't wanna blink
I don't wanna blink
I'm missing my life
There's no way to rewind

I don't wanna blink
I miss feeling snow fall on my face
I can't feel a thing
Just so tired

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