NEMESISM

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Silk Daddy

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Behind the mask I can't hide
No matter how hard I try
Searching my pride for the broken pieces my ego left behind
Demons they hard to ignore
Fighting an internal war
My mind, body and soul trying to take control of me
I know, I know
This disguise won't last forever ( I know)
I know, I know
Fame and fortune won't make it better ( I know)
No, frustrated with myself cause I know I'm worthy
Learning on the fly It's all part of the journey
Fighting for my life sometimes it feels like (Yeah)
Just to fix the void inside (Look)
I use my vices to mask the fear
Who am I behind this mask I wear
Adapted to the atmosphere
Calm, cool, collected so cavalier
To my hopes and dreams I adhere
Be patient and I'll persevere
I write this to y'all dearly just know I fought fiercely
This road made me weary, checked out from Silk sincerely
Im speaking loud and clearly, still I feel no one could hear me
The overarching theory, mortal life on earth is scary
You ever stare into your idols eyes
And see the pain inside the person that you idolize
I apologize I promise those were vital signs
In this life of mine forever in a fight for time
Pressure slowly seeping in I hope I overcome it
The hunger deepens when you hunting on an empty stomach
Life's a bitch, it's not fair but you got to love it
Raw and rugged
I'm ashamed of what I'm becoming
I know
This disguise won't last forever (I know)
I know, I know
Fame and fortune won't make it better (I know)
No, frustrated with myself cause I know I'm worthy (Cause I know I'm worth)
Learning on the fly It's all part of the journey (Part of the Journey)
Fighting for my life sometimes it feels like (Feels like)
Just to fix the void inside (Void inside)
Ten toes down I am a soldier (Soldier)
Angels and demons on my shoulders (On my shoulders)
Emotions racing like a roller coaster (Roller Coaster)
Always scared of getting older (Always scared of getting older)
All the little things in life I can't enjoy (Can't enjoy)
Cut from a different cloth I told y'all boys (Told yall boys)
Straight to the top man I ignored all the noise (Ignored all the noise)
(Yeah)
Just to fill the void (Look)
Mama said trust in self stick to your guns
Pops told me stay on point that's how you'll get it done
Little sister said she aunt I got a couple sons
The haters said I'd never be the one to get it done
I Peep regret in they eyes when the see me now
When I look upon they head I see a stormy cloud
When they look upon my head they only see a crown
I am him, that nigga those my pronouns
(Yeah)
The worst pain makes the greatest music
(True)
And all my exes are my favorite muses
(Foreal)
Surrounded by the evils of Miss Lucy
Devil I rebuke thee
Hope the most high chose me
And don't y'all ever take the shit I say loosely
See them boys is peons with them don't confuse me
I'm the chosen one, me vs the world y'all 0 and sum
I'm a smoking gun I'll never hold my tongue

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