Where I've Been

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I think it started back when I was a kid
I couldn't do anything
Around the age of, like, four or five
Right at the end of the 1990s
My parents took me to a doctor
Who was starting these, like, clinical trials
To try, like, ADD and ADHD medication for younger kids
I was told they put me in a room to gauge how out of there I was
They, like, put me in a room
With the wood pegs and the holes
And told me to put the shapes in their corresponding holes
Apparently, I just stood up and walked over to the wall
And started talking to it
So, I was medicated since I was pretty young

I started doing hard drugs
When I was probably 14 or 15
I don't really remember
It's all a blur mostly
I just know I tried everything
Except for, like, shrooms, probably
I had serotonin toxicity from fake LSD on Mother's Day in like 2012 or 2013
I was having seizures
And my friend said my heart stopped at one point even
And I saw some shit, man
I don't know
That was a milestone in my life
And things were different after that
I started the road to sobriety after that
But I think back to like the therapy sessions I had as a kid
With my prescription medicine
Long before I was abusing and mixing them
There was concerns about depression after I grow up
Or if I grow out of ADHD, ADD, etc
In 2017, I realized I have severe depression
I realized I was barely existing
And not chasing after anything with my heart in it
I had an entire time skip/training arc with my music

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