Narcissist Cicatrix

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Memories daydreams and secrets
Hey
The only trace you left behind
I hope you're doing great
I'm not surprised you moved on so quickly
I just wanted to let you know that I'm seeing somebody
You always made it look so easy to fall in love
And we are very, very happy

I know who you are inside
Fragile, broken girl
Living in a world that you just made up
Convince yourself of anything
As long as you don't have to realize who you are

I take blame, I take the blame
Because I'm the fool, I fell for it
I played you game, I touched your flame
Now I'm the one with the burns from it

You promised me amazing things
But you were a fraud

Playing it back in my mind's eye
I know I ignored all the signs
I'm not surprised you move on so easy
You always seemed so desperate not to be alone

But I know who you are inside
Delusional narcissist
You're the type I can't resist
I fell in love with the words you spoke to me
Blinded by my desire for something meaningful

I take the blame, I take the blame
Because I'm the fool, I fell for it
I played your games, And I touched the blade
Now I'm a victim with a scar to prove it
Cicatrix

You promised me amazing things

Oh well, oh well
Oh well, oh well

There's no turning back
There's nothing left to destroy
I was just your game, just your fix, just your toy
Made you feel better, distracted you, I filled the void
And you ruined me
I'm glad it worked out for you

You have mistaken me
For a dispensary
Doling desire with sterile measure
And also
The palliative prescription, therein
A feminine formulation
Of encapsulated adoration
A synthetic genesis
Of long legs and gaping lips
Quiet, obedient, until needed
For relief
The remedy for ennui
The poetic antidote
For remote loneliness

You would have me be
Provisioned
In precise increments
Restrained to veins
That lead away
From the arrhythmia that plagues
Never intersecting with arteries
Or genuine reciprocity

You would swallow me
In therapeutic doses, only
Until convinced of a cure
More convenient
With less intense side effects
Such as pleasure, or happiness
Preferring, instead
The deadened libido
Tended to by placebo

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