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Exactly don't track the old
Be, be the pioneer Matthew
Be the leader
Be the leader
Be a pioneer
I don't know that much but I've been trying to fill these pages
With words worth your time and that pressure makes me anxious
I become so insecure whenever I step on to these stages
All these bars are from my life and I've been locked inside these cages
Under great expectations, I just hope that I make it
I just hate that I'm waitin' but I'll stay fuckin' patient
All this pain that I'm facin' got me stuck inside the matrix
Red pill or blue pill, either way I can't escape it
Sometimes I get upset that I still struggle with these feelings
All the lust, the frustration, all the shame that I've been dealing with
Maybe it's because deep down I'm scared I've hit my ceiling
I'm convinced I'm past my prime and nowadays I'm concealing this
I'm the new anti-hero, wanna burn the city like nero
Got twisted thoughts inside, I've been wrestlin' with pride
I've been livin' through these new lows, cover them up with cool clothes
But sin's hard to disguise when it's the cause of your demise
If I ever reach the peak someday I'll return the joy I'm stealing
But the setbacks keep compounding and this routine is so defeating
I spend my days prayin', need healing lost friends and I'm still reeling
Can you shed light on what I'm revealing? this ugly portrait is not appealing
When I upload this or hit send on a text trying to make amends
All these fears and questions descend on my heart and soul can't pretend
There's this weight within my pen, will I live to see the end
I just wanna believe again, I just wanna believe again
Mirwin, what's goin' on
Are you down bad like me
Are you down bad
I just wanna fly, feel free
But I'm held down
Are you down bad like me
Are you down bad
I just wanna spread my wings
And let go now
Are you down bad like me
Are you down bad
I just wanna fly, feel free
But I'm held down
Are you down bad like me
Are you down bad
I just wanna spread my wings
And let go now
Started from the bottom now we're here (now we're here)
But I'm still stuck at the bottom, setting camp with all my problems
Got a backpack filled with baggage plus some tears (sweat and tears)
Still I'm scared to fall like autumn, face to face with all my drama
Gotta live to the point of death, it's step by step 'til I make that climb
I tell myself that I don't need rest so I'm up at dawn to say my goodbyes
I've idolized those highs, stayed up late at night then cried
Paid some dues for wasted time, but I'm still here and I don't know why
With a sore heart and a sore throat nowadays passion's a no show
Are they stomach pains or growing pains? either way it's hard to diagnose
Gotta jump ship but it cuts close when I walk the plank like a cutthroat
It's about time for the fall off but if I never land, I'll never know
Feed on beats like it's my diet, watch the crowd they might just riot
When I step on stage I'm smilin', but my inner life stays private
So these days I move in silence tryna find some peace and quiet
I've been searchin' for so long and I just hope someday i'll find it
These days are often dreary, I just wanna see you clearly
Like Father do you hear me? and my wife, are you near me
It's uphill from here and I've been workin' on this theory
But I've been stuck and I feel weary, I've had thoughts of disappearing no lie
Let me tell you a story, the guts, the glory
The climb is boring, but it's all that stands before me
Someday I'll reach the peak, I'll spread my wings and I'll be soaring
But for now I know I'm blessed just to wake up another morning
Are you down bad like me
Are you down bad
I just wanna fly, feel free
But I'm held down
Are you down bad like me
Are you down bad
I just wanna spread my wings
And let go now
Are you down bad like me
Are you down bad
I just wanna fly, feel free
But I'm held down
Are you down bad like me
Are you down bad
I just wanna spread my wings
And let go now

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