Smell the Roses

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Jezmondd

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They going to switch up
Show you pictures
Tell you how it used to be
When you was teenagers
Now feels like we enemies
Fell apart
Fell down to my fucking knees
Praying that I'll die before I'm dope sick
I'm begging fucking, please
I've seen a couple come and go you aren't the first to leave
I'd be lying if I said my heart ain't on my sleeve
Numbed myself by popping bars I know I'm still naive
Seen my mumma cry too much and I can't let her grieve
But I'm still battling demons, yeah with no relief
Shit I'm about to relapse, what'll that achieve?
Another body in the ground for you to go and see?
Or should I keep on suffering and letting out these pleas?
Become so weak I'll blow over in the breeze
This an illness why you treating it like a disease
Held your hand so close and gave it a squeeze
It was in that moment that my heart seized
It doesn't feel the same like it used to
This going to take some, yeah, some getting used to
I guess I'm not who you thought you knew
I lay awake at night wishing I ain't make it through
Wish I could look you in your eyes and tell you it's not true
But I fucking reminisce on how I turned blue
Wish that I never woke up and didn't make it through
How could I even think that am I ungrateful?
They going to switch up
Show you pictures
Tell you how it used to be
When you was teenagers
Now feels like we enemies
Fell apart
Fell down to my fucking knees
Praying that ill die before I'm dope sick
I'm begging, fucking please
I've seen a couple come and go you ain't the first to leave
I'd be lying if I said my heart ain't on my sleeve
Numbed myself by popping bars I know I'm still naive
Seen my mumma cry too much and I can't let her grieve
Cleaned up my act just to choke
I don't know how long for
Still racking up lines of the blow
Still smoking and moving real slow
I've never been this low not at all
Learned to embrace the fall
It's perpetual
The cycles brutal
Make yourself useful
Seeking out approval
Because it is all you know
Then you'll be stable
Moved away in April
Lived with my angel
Never been so fragile
It's a losing battle
Ohhhh it's a losing battle I know
You're doing your best and it shows
But who knows?
Had to take a minute just to smell the roses
While I was almost overdosing
My love overflowing
It's my time and I'm going
Never done so much growing
All the pain that I'm holding
All the pain that I'm holding
All the hate and self-loathing
It doesn't feel the same like it used to
This going to take some, yeah, some getting used to
I guess I'm not who you thought you knew
I lay awake at night wishing I ain't make it through
Wish I could look you in your eyes and tell you it's not true
But I fucking reminisce on how I turned blue
Wish that I never woke up and didn't make it through
How could I even think that am I ungrateful?
They going to switch up
Show you pictures
Tell you how it used to be
When you was teenagers
Now feels like we enemies
Fell apart
Fell down to my fucking knees
Praying that I'll die before I'm dope sick
I'm begging fucking, please
I've seen a couple come and go you aren't the first to leave
I'd be lying if I said my heart ain't on my sleeve
Numbed myself by popping bars I know I'm still naive
Seen my mumma cry too much and I can't let her grieve
They going to switch up
Show you pictures
Tell you how it used to be
When you was teenagers
Now feels like we enemies
Fell apart
Fell down to my fucking knees
Praying that I'll die before I'm dope sick
I'm begging fucking, please
I've seen a couple come and go you aren't the first to leave
I'd be lying if I said my heart ain't on my sleeve
Numbed myself by popping bars I know I'm still naive
Seen my mumma cry too much and I can't let her grieve
Cleaned up my act just to choke
I don't know how long for
Still racking up lines of the blow
Still smoking and moving real slow
I've never been this low, not at all
Learned to embrace the fall
It's perpetual
The cycles brutal
Make yourself useful
Seeking out approval
Because it is all you know
Then you'll be stable
Moved away in April
Lived with my angel
Never been so fragile
It's a losing battle
Ohhhh it's a losing battle I know
You're doing your best and it shows
But who knows?
Had to take a minute just to smell the roses
While I was almost overdosing
My love overflowing
It's my time and I'm going
Never done so much growing
All the pain that I'm holding
All the pain that I'm holding
All the hate and self-loathing

 Watch: New Singing Lesson Videos Can Make Anyone A Great Singer