18 Nights (Interlude)

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SoulJ

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By me sitting round and waiting I'm just blocking my blessings
Broke as hell and using music as my personal leverage
Knowing damn well I got talent and a powerful message
I need to start using this gift I thank the Lord I was blessed with
The feeling still is majestic
Who the f*ck would've guessed that
I'd be here pass by 25 lets see how deadly my pen get
Remember wanting to end this
Life at 20 and senseless
I could've fell asleep and blew apart my fucking appendix
I felt the pain of sudden death I had to rush to the ER
I drove to myself alone shit it was pouring and detours
Were all around the city I pulled up finally parked
The doctor told me 15 minutes more I would be gone
The day I left the hospital I cherished my life
Like I'ma start living this shit I'm bout to book me a flight
I need go and see my mom and try to make shit right
And get some rest I feel like I ain't slept in 18 nights
To anybody that I left behind I'm truly amazed
That when I left nobody cared yo they just threw me away
Not looking for nobodies friendship yo I need to be saved
I had to go and hit up Athens Georgia for a few days
I couldn't find a way to make another life in the East
Its either kill or you be killed when you live life in the streets
So I hit Cali I tried leaving while my dawg was asleep
But he woke up and he was asking why I wanted to leave
I told him bro I really love all that you given to me
But this whole life that I been living just ain't living to me
I need to get up and do something and start living my dreams
Cause if I dont I'll slit my veins and I'll bleed out in the sink
And if you seen it is it deja vu or is it a jinx?
Its not a coincidence that I speak what I think
And whats appealing to the eye could all be gone in a blink
I fucked my back up when I fell so now I'm working the kinks
Soulja it's time for you to eat it's time to turn to a beast
Like who the f*ck let this monster the f*ck up up off uh the leash
And f*ck offering peace
Gimme my dawg who deceased
And let him live back with his daughters and back roaming the streets
Bring him back home to me please
Give bro his home and his keys
And let him to walk this Earth alive again to water his seeds
Doggy watch over me please
I still be on it indeed
What can I say the apple still don't fall too far from the tree
Why have my problems increased?

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