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Liquor never cheated, pills never lied, Mary Jane never made me think about suicide
And it shouldn't be an answer but life is multiple choice
A, B, C, and D give you four ways to have a voice
A is keep on living, B is standing tall, C is face your demons, and D is end it all
I'mma come right out and say it, yes I have a little confession
I'm tired of A, B, C, don't know how to deal with my depression

My heart is feeling shattered and my brain is broken down
My smile isn't working, it's permanently a frown
I'm smoking all these cigarettes, my lungs they are collapsed
My liver is failing because I had a relapse
Put my knife to my arm and ripped it through my skin
But not a single drop of blood, I'm bleeding from within
And everyday I go about like there is nothing wrong
And no one ever listens so I put it in a song
I said I couldn't handle it, I'm going insane
And I'm listening to all these little voices in my brain
Telling me to pull the trigger, telling me to tie the rope
But not to leave with nothing, don't forget to write the note
1-800-273-8255
But it is no thanks to them, I'm barely still alive
I'm numb to the touch, I feel nothing at all
Whenever I think I'm on the rise, I find a way to fall
I fill up my cup but I still feel like it's empty
Makes me think about the end and honestly it's tempting
To end all of the suffering, the pain, and all the strife
But how could I think that I have two kids and a wife

Liquor never cheated, pills never lied
Mary Jane never made me think about suicide
And it shouldn't be an answer but life is multiple choice
A, B, C, and D give you four ways to have a voice

Running from my demons, yeah I'm running like I'm dying
And they're gaining on me fast and my shoelaces are untying
And I'm trying to think all of the feelings that I have
I'm not bad at being happy, I'm just good at being sad
I don't want to die so don't you get the wrong idea
I just want the pain to stop and to keep my will to live
But both of those can't happen now so something's got to give
I've got to sort things out, I guess it's time to grab the sieve
Ever since I heard the words that you may kiss the bride,
I think about all of the things that I had to hide
My closet's overfilled and I'm not saying it's a close
How do I even tell her about the things I won't let go
Do I have to take an action just to show you that it's real
Why don't you just believe me when I tell you how I feel
I handed you the rope and you could have left it loose
You could have pulled me up but you went with tie the noose
They say admitting is the first step but it's one I can't get past
And if I keep this up how long is my life gonna last
But if you ask me now I say my life is full of light
Yeah that sounds believable, you guys believe me right

Liquor never cheated, pills never lied
Mary Jane never made me think about suicide
And it shouldn't be an answer but life is multiple choice
A, B, C and D give you four ways to have a voice
A is keep on living, B is standing tall
C is face your demons and D is end it all
I'ma come right out and say it, yes I have a little confession
I'm tired of ABC, don't know how to deal with my depression

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