Where is Jesus
Matt Hammer
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Imagine your heart were to stop beating And you no longer could control your breathing Pain in your chest, erratic pulse, blood pressure drops low With a few minutes left of control you You cry out for help Dial 911 then pass out Friday night, goin out was the highlight Weight lifted Mind shifted Drifted away with the boys, vodka and pretty women I'd set my sights Look at the bar, focused on hittin my marks A shark, ready to slay Crushed the game cause I knew all the ways to play What to say How to sell and bring home gold for myself Satisfaction stayed until morning Hungover, habit forming, on to the next Whatever impressed until we got undressed Rinse, repeat that's what mattered to me Leave the scene I was running from anxiety As long as I kept running it wouldn't creep in I had to keep using I wasn't abusing At least I didn't think so I was depressed, in repressed anguish, possessed Concealed feelings were my language I let no one in It's my life and this is how I'm gonna live Bloodshot eyes, disguised, outside you couldn't tell Inside it was hell Cocaine helped; pain remained Would've been easier to put a bullet in my brain Insane an understatement, mundane impossible to attain Hopeless by day tormented by night Always a fight, playin repetitive traumatic memories burned in my mind Indefinite desolation, just wanted to escape it I wish I could change it, so I medicated God If you're real, show me I am on my last limb I hear voices say Get the gun out Load two bullets in, it'll be quick One in the heart, one in the head, pull the trigger Release the lead It'll be easier if you're dead Get a call my friends, "yo let's go out again" "I'm in" Got ready with my routine but this time a little differently Needed a little extra, miserable week Shots, percs and zans ready They helped me I deserved it, managed the week and it was worth it Bout to leave my space, started feelin it Spinnin, lil too quick Things out of place Looked in the mirror couldn't see my face Body shaking Lights fading Needed a way out Everything blurred and slowed down Felt my heart was about to stop beating I started freaking Barely breathing, sweat poured out I gotta leave this house Cold Clammy Eyes heavy Few seconds left pulled out my cell from my chest dialed 911 Unable to speak Whispered "God, Please help me" Passed out I thought I was dead Until I opened my eyes in a hospital bed There was a man sitting by my side saying "Everything's gonna be alright" I didn't know him but seemed like he knew me Said he was happy to be there for me He took a different way home that night And saw a body lying under a light Carried me into his car and rushed me to the hospital Told the doctor it was critical Provided advanced life support The narcan didn't work CPR, AED, bag valve mask effectively Brought me back from the OD Laying there in reflection "How can I be an exception?" Handed me my phone saying "you should call someone you know" Opened it, noticing 911 never sent Then I saw a cross on his neck So a man I didn't know, saved my life A blessing or an angel in disguise Then I started to cry Cause God never left my side And that's when I realized Jesus is ALIVE
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