Recovery 2

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Said lately I feel like the world ain't really rooting for me
Or maybe it's just that they feel some type of envy toward me
Thought I would keep the same people that was all around me
Them bitches plotting so it's best they get the f*ck from round me
Said I been meditating tryna keep my sanity
Just make the best out all the shit the world be handing me.
I keep it pretty I guess I'm a broken vanity
Trying my hardest just to make it what I plan to be
I make mistakes but I remember all the little shit
Like all the times that I was left without a Christmas gift
I get I'm different but y'all make it hard and obvious
My family quick to chose a side the one that benefits
They got some issues but I've learned to never ask about it
They feel some type away but always wanna walk around it
I'm doing good but they'll do anything to not support me
Don't bring it up because I know I won't be nice about it
I was always the outcast I never fitted in
Got called a crybaby because I showed my emotions
Yeah that's my blood but they be quick to do some shady shit
I missed my cousin now I'm seeing why she up and dipped
Just talked to Mayra I hope that she knows how much I love her
The way she living I know that she really going through struggle
Sometimes at night I start to think and I just wanna hug her
I know it's hard when your mentality it got you under
I've learned a lot within a year, guess imma different bitch
I think I'll always hold the title for the second pick
I got some trauma do my best to really hold it in
Don't be surprised when I say f*ck it and I hit a lick
I've never dated anybody cus I'm traumatized
I know I'm gay but that don't mean I ain't afraid of guys
They got the power, got the cliques and quick to tell a lie
I got so much paranoia quick to drop you with this 9
Said I got scars on my body 10 thousand on my mind
Big Body, big demeanor, I don't play about mine
If you thinkin' I'ma quit you must be outta your mind
Yeah I done conquered so much, and they're sick I survived
I used to think a bad attitude would cover bruises
Anything you wanna do you better get up and do it
I'm turning bricks into a building when I put my mind to it
Pen and paper really got me when I'm going through it
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