Clear my Mind

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It's like a
String you get tied into your thoughts
You cant talk just,
Speak up
You gone learn from it all
Don't retreat it
Or repeat it
See
We all got a lot going on right now
In this life you all won't give up
So
Put up that cup
It's time to live up
It's a dream,
Lemme clear my mind
I'm in my thoughts i got to speak
A lot of shit has happened to me
And I'm leaving in a week
Feel like my life gone flash before eyes
I haven't met the peak
I'm tryng to strengthen my mentality
I feel like i am weak
I'm trying to vision the reality
Then climb up to the top
I'll keep on pushing for myself
Do not look back i'll never stop
I'll keep on pushing for the family
Give it everything i got
I'm trying to contemplate the future
Will i make it out or not
First grade
I never got the point of class
I could never pay attention
Always thinking bout the past
I'm thinking bout the life inside my house
My head collapse
I can't ever call it home no more
I'd rather be in class
My momma always left me alone
I'm in my head I'm not complete
I was in there crying in the car
And i was shaking in the seat
And I'm still thinking bout the past
With all my problems on repeat
I was barley only six
And still I'm feelin uncoplete
Lemme clear my mind
I'm in my thoughts i gotta speak
A lot of shit is going on
You know I'm leaving in a week
Feel like my life gone flash before my eyes
I haven't met the peak
I'm tryna strengthen my mentality
I feel like i am weak
I'll go and flash into reality
Look up at what i got
I got a chance I gotta take
They told me bento take the shot
And if you fold up under pressure
Then they'll find you on the spot
I told u once i told u twice
Lately I'm going through a lot
Third grade
I got into my first fight
I found out something that i love
It's not a gun it's not a knife
I found out what these hands could do
Shit i could probably take a life
Don't wanna be labled a killer
Shit but test me and i might
I came a long way from depression
Remember days i didn't eat
I used to cry inside my bed
The tears were dripping down the sheet
Wish memories were like a button
Take a click and hit delete
I swear my life is like a cycle
Everything is on repeat
Fifth grade
I figured out my grandpa died
I opened up his bedroom door
He on the floor it made me cry
They said he's up there now with god
But i don't see him in the sky
F*ck i just wish that u could see him one more time
And say goodbye
Knock knock, ding dong
Momma at the door
She already picked a battle
Now she wanna bring in war
She watch every move i made
So i stood up and locked the door
She know what she bring is pain
Now she coming back for more
Eighth grade
That introduced me to the drugs
Started taking em much
I turned myself into a plug
Shit i got pretty attached
It's like i found my first love
Had to see up to my future
Started looking up above above
I wish i coulda seen it sooner
That my life is just a game
I need to take a bigger step
And swerve into another lane
I got to throw up on a mask
And try to hide away the pain
Don't like to show what i go through
Bitch i'm a dog a greater dane
Not with the barking i just bite
Don't to talk i love to fight
It's ever since i was a youngin
Learned to stand up for my life
I'm getting jiggy with it tho
I'm way to smooth could f*ck your wife
But i was taught to stick up to my own lane
And stick advice
Tenth grade
I started sipping hella drank
Nineth grade went through a lot
Don't really wanna stop and think
But I just wanna count it up
And get to stacking in the bank
Do me dirty like a pirate
Ima make you on walk the plank
Twelveth grade
I got to dive into the dreams
I'm going to grind and go to work
I'm moving onto bigger things
They say bento life's a bitch
You know it's harder than it seems
Seventeen years old
Surprised i made it through this dream

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