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Alicia Marie

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I don't really wanna talk about it
I really don't, I really don't
(Really don't)

Turn my beat up little louder mmm
So I can drown out all the noise
(All the noise)


Can I get a mother f***ing second
I don't really think I learned my lesson
Tired of living f***ing second guessing
Back near broke bent over tryna clean this mess up
I'm like higher than I ever f***ing been
Tryna combat all the lows
I don't really got no friends
Everybody want the real til you giving it to them
I be talking to myself it sound better in my head
I'm like how the f**k you make it to the end of this life being loyal
Everybody moving like a snake
Don't nobody offer you a god d**n thing but they f***ing hands is out for the take
All of that fraud s**t I cannot relate but it's funny how that goofy s**t be taking first place
Funny how the one with the best show of the s**t they stole be the one that you mugs think great
I'm tired of the smiles in my face
I don't wanna give em back s**t be feeling fake
Can't nobody balance half this mother f***ing weight
I be stressed the f**k out and they all got s***t to say
F**k you really know bout scraping for the next plate
Mother f***ers you saved throwing bread crumbs chewing on they f***ing steak
F**k you know bout watching all you built fade away
Plotting moves on the next place you gotta stay
Winter sleeping in the car parked in your old driveway watching everyone walk away
I don't think I'll ever be the same again it's been a little minute
Demons renting rooms up in my brain they found the hell in it
I been tryna mold s***t up out the ashes they leave in it
But they throwing winds at me they don't wanna see me finish
I can't speak directly on it all the s***t that eat at me
Dinner table in my mental I can feel these mugs feed
Infatuated with it all the s***t I don't need
But I been here before like I had the same dreams
Got too f***ing comfortable with the deaths and the screams
They don't understand me though so I don't wanna f***ing speakBruh I don't wanna f***ing speak

What do you do when you are searching for somewhere you belong and there's no home
(There's no home)
What do you know bout looking dead in the mirror and watching your soul go
What do you know
(What do you know what do you know)
What do you know
(What do you know what do you know)
What do you know
When the struggle won't let go
Won't let go

When you look at me do you see me how I see myself
Aura f**ked up I don't know what I'm looking at
Thoughts jumbled up I don't know what I'm thinking bout
I been tryna free my mental someone f**king let me out

(What do you do when)
You been lost too f**king long
You don't know what path you on
You don't know where you went wrong
You just keep on keeping on
(What do you know bout)
Feeling dead and giving life to someone else
Carry they burdens sit your s***t up on a shelf
Exhibit so much f***ing strength they don't see if you need help
Til it's too f***ing late then they judge you when you fail
(Watching your soul go)
Faded out like an outro
Lately I been losing my self control
It don't even work no more to f***ing smoke
Lost everything I f***ing know
I became all the s***t I tried to let coast
Running for no reason cuz I don't know where to f***ing go
What do you
What do you
What do you
What do you know
What do you know
'What do you know
When the struggle won't let go
Won't let go
(Won't let go)

What do you know bout feeling so low though
The days go by and swear that I be getting colder
(Feel so cold)
What do you know bout feeling so low though
The days go by and swear that I be getting colder
(Feels so cold)
Don't wanna warm up
Feelings get bolder
Don't wanna warm up
(I don't wanna warm up)

I don't really wanna talk about it
'(I don't wanna talk about it)
I really don't I really don't

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