Rainless Storm

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Ben Laxton

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You see they're thoughtless,
Yet so remorseless;
A silent force.
A culmination of my own creation
and one that I ignore until I...
Find I'm living with the lies in my head
Daily focussing on things never said.
It's a dangerous zone and I'm on my own
As I run through a rainless storm.
The truth is I don't believe in what I do,
Can't trust in myself to pull me through
Scared to open my eyes and recognise
A mass of self-destruction; a me I compromise.
It's the D O U B T silently consuming all the best of me.
As it swallows me tonight, I can't fight.
As I've found I'm living with the lies in my head
Daily focussing on things never said.
It's a dangerous zone and I'm on my own
Running through a rainless storm.
It's me the one creating silent rulers of mind
It's something deep within and something I've designed
I'm not resigned to the system but the one that I'm resisting
Trying to find a deeper meaning, see whatever it's consisting.
It's just a way for me to mask a feeling, but I confess;
There's other part of me that it's concealing.
Like I don't put my hand up when I'm fussed and when I'm stressed
So I spend the evening lying on the floor when I'm depressed.
But what's the point, if I don't believe in myself?
And from time to time I consider my doubt a stolen wealth
It got me at gunpoint but it hides well and it's pure stealth
And if I'm seeing reason I know to consider my mental health.
Cuz I'm tired of living with the lies in my head
And of daily focussing on things never said.
It's a dangerous zone and I'm on my own;
Running through a rainless storm.

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