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I mean
I don't know how how to solve all my problems
Even though the world around me knows how to solve em
Can't keep living breath
Can't keep living to share
Can't keep living to speak
Can't keep banging my head against wall so I can weep

Cause inside I'm crying
My emotions are dying

I don't know how to relate to people without lying
Soon the rope ill by tying
Kiss the trees and the sky and
They only know that your hiding

I wish I knew who I was
Throw ideas out the bus
Cause I'm done with writing on a note and keep on waiting to be judged

I wish I was simple
Didn't wish I was different
I stand out like a symbol
Of all the ones that missing

On this life as a figure
Passions out of the picture
The only thing we care about is money and liquor

So I
Get the money and run
Cause all the deals are done

Cause man f*ck all emotion
Only makes you dumb

I'm done being depressed
I'm done with being obsessed

I'm done with motherly problems
I'm done with all these bets ya

(Ooo-oo)
Just gotta get away from here, Just gotta get away from here
And all times I've been missing thinking about you
Just gotta get away from here, Just gotta get away from here

Wait
Don't leave me cause it Hasn't even started
Can you remind me what I said before its outsmarted
I know that I'm toxic
Cause my brain is like a mosh pit
Fucking swear that I am off it
So just please fucking drop it

I'm sick of all the voices that say(f*ck you)
"Man you're stupid and deserve to be spayed"(kill yourself)

I'm sick of lying to myself that I'm a better person
But when I know my life ends I know its worth it

I know that its my fault that this thing ended
I know its my fault that I've been thinking "things aren't splendid"
I know its my all that I want to replace the missing
I show all dark signs its ok u wanna be finished

Like a split decision
That's how my brain works
Like a mind division going in knee first
Curing thirst driving hurst riding through the dirt
That used to be uncursed with a spur of happiness and self worth

(Ooo-oo)
Just gotta get away from here, Just gotta get away from here
And all times I've been missing thinking about you
Just gotta get away from here, Just gotta get away from here
(Ooo-oo)
Just gotta get away from here, Just gotta get away from here
And all times I've been missing thinking about you
Just gotta get away from here, Just gotta get away from here

Maybe it isn't such a bad thing that y'know I'm finding myself and y'know this whole thing crashed
Maybe this is like self improvement for me

Maybe it was a shitty relationship I don't even know(find yourself)
Maybe I just gotta really find myself Y'know
I gotta find who I truly am
Cant keep living under an impression(Find yourself)
Cause like said, inside I'm dying man

Y'know I cant just sit here and write songs and expect for me to be better
I have to go out there, start meeting people, start improving myself

Cause y'know I gotta take the gas pedal
I gotta take control

Y'know fall is a really pretty time of year
Theres a lot of nice colors y'know the environment is just beautiful
Just really a good time to start improving myself y'know(find yourself)
It might be becoming winter but theres still a little bit of that energy in the air
Like the holidays, my birthday, its all that same area
All a good area where I can just work on self improving myself
Cause I mean, their isn't a better time to start
It's always good to start
I mean, I promise, its a good time to start
I'm not tripping, I don't even know who I am

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