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Jay Xen

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You don't know how much I suffered
I watched the niggas that I called my brother
Destroy what we built simply over a whim
Like we haven't done shit for each other
Then try to cover the shit wit excuses
Niggas surprised I became a reclusive
Mad that the love I had shown now exclusive
And they not in cliques so that they can abuse it

Thoughts get intrusive
Mind switch the mood quick
One minute, ruthless
Next minute, feeling so useless
Mad that I never did know who the truthest
But still always feel that I'm spitting the true shit
Truth is
I'm self destructing
Wrath combusting
Lashing out at those who try and touch me
I been making something from what feels like nothing
They ain't gave me something so I spare em nothing
Ion deal with some things
For the simple reason, cause I know that I can
Ten ten, my shawty stay holding a can
Feel like Kakuzu, way that I'm zoned to the bands
I been holding my stance that these niggas is lowly
Flash backs of Haku
Moving so coldly
Niggas caught up on the shit from the old me
They stay tryna scold me
They cannot hold me

They mad I evolved and they didn't
That they not involved, so they fall to they limit
They shit unresolved so they crawl to they gimmicks
But shit ain't at all what they call for the sentence
But they tryna brawl when it's missing it weight
Marked wit the curses that lead 'em to break
Heaven or hell, they gone fight for the take
That my truest nature earthed in past-ly mistakes
Niggas what's at stake
Cause y'all can't release shit
Caution to the wind
When the point defeats it
Calling up my yin
Cause her yang let peace hit
Feeling all the sins
They the flames of heat-smiths
Imma take the shame and the hate
And set this shit ablaze
All the fame in the game
Is mine when hitting stage
Niggas lames
Imma say this from the heart just for the record
I put in all my effort
You can't tell me my pen ain't insane

Wait
F*ck a cosign, I got what I wanted
Attached to big names
Though most not flaunted
Cause my ego off one
And I ain't on it
Past shit still haunting
But I need it though
To heed the toll
Of moving like I did
Cause it feeds the growth
I'm better off on black lists
Cause while I see the goals
To feast wit bros
Arrogance
Will keep me leagues below

I'll be
Doing me
Still improving
Y'all losing sleep
I'm in the back drop
Soon to be
True to me in all regards
And that's cool to see
But everything,
I would do it again
Without the amends
Cause I wouldn't be here
If I go south of the trends
I say with hard quotes
I got here with no friends
Cause if these niggas really gang
They weren't devout to the end

And they ain't here
So don't hit my line
You lost all faith
Before I got my rise
I shed my hate
To await my time
And sedate my pride
To elevate my prize
I equate the lies as pits of down fall
Fell down three and became an outlaw
Thank my bro for the new sights, cause if not
I'd been boxed up without the southpaw

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