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I've felt derealization a lot in recent history
I feel like someone but is it somebody else
In my reflection reflecting on mentions of my self image
Realizing that I barely know myself

I distract myself with games and friends and weed
In recent history
I write new songs in spite of words to be
In recent history

But I don't wanna find it out again
And make it recent history
So I won't be the body I wanna be
And distract myself from how

Everybody learns
Everybody learns
To be afraid

I went to therapy burying the varying success
I had before
Marrying the idea that with knowledge I can soar
Higher than I ever have with nor
Ideas of my parents or ideas that I'm bored
Means I'm dying in a crying fit
Lying that I'm fine and it's
Understate the current situation so I fly from it
I don't get it anymore than you do but it's fine
I tell my partner who I cried to for an hour

Everybody learns
Everybody learns
To be afraid

Everybody learns
To fake it til you make another you
You can't escape

In recent history I'm here for nothing boring
Maybe I wanna just forget and get ignoring
(So what?)
And maybe I could, maybe I couldn't
But I don't wanna find it out
In recent history I'm here for nothing boring

I have someone to love
Someone that matters
Someone who cares
Someone who's there at my worst

I have someone to love
Someone that matters to me
Someone who sees right through me
(A mirror starts out as clear glass)

I'm the mirror
I'm the frame
I'm the wall
On which it lay

Watch it closer
Watch it fall

I'm the dirty
I'm the stains
I'm it all
Of which will break

Watch it closer
Watch it fall

In recent history I'm here for nothing boring
Maybe I wanna just forget and get ignoring
And maybe I could, maybe I couldn't
But I don't wanna find it out
In recent history I'm here for nothing boring

I've felt derealization a lot
In recent history

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