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Chris G

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Don't lose faith
Things will change
I follow my doubts
I was lost, now I can see it

I know I've really been distant lately
In this cold, cold world
But I promise
It's a purpose

It's like a reason
I get so caught up in work that I just, I kinda like push away the people that care about me
I'm getting better though, I'm still healing
Still enjoying the journey, the process

You know, I love life
I'm tired of holding in all the things I regret
Most the people I care about, they wouldn't break a sweat
And they wouldn't offer help unless I broke a neck

And they wouldn't say they down unless I could've checked
But I just cut them all off, I had to save some stress
I went distant for a while, they wanna know what's next
I'm just healing all my scars, give my heart a rest

Cause don't nothing beat a mind that ain't traumatized
When it's hard to open up, that lead to suicide
Contemplate the prize, is it even worth the time
Niggas kill they whole support off just so they can shine

Finally getting back to the ways that I used to be
Niggas riding waves, that ain't up to par for me
Niggas speak my name, hoping for a response from me
But I ain't giving niggas clout, man, no charity

And it's clarity, the difference between you and me
I know my name in all these spaces that ain't seeing me
My ex hit me up, told me that she missing me
Why we miss what we lose, ain't no replacing me

I put my pride to the side for you to flex on me
It should've been kill, I know that she the one for me
But the way my old flame still ignite me
I couldn't give what you deserve, that's the world you see

My main focus on the cheddar and to get better
I done put in all this work, it's time for new levels
Separating from these vices, I need no devils
Took the rear view off the whip, my foot to the pedal

And this motion, dawg, I'm done with emotions, dawg
I know they shocked to see me here, who would've thought it, dawg
And from the overall, I see they clap when I fall
But the sound of they claps motivate me, dawg

I'm seeing time paying off from me working hard
I'm working overtime until I know I'm well off
I know some people waiting just to see me fall off
But I just move at my pace so I won't fall off

Hope my brother here in heaven is you, proud dawg
I know my youngins look up to me, I inspire, dawg
This what happens when that lost boy get found, dawg
This just something to think about only in time, dawg

Don't lose faith
Things will change
I was lost, now I can see it
In this gold, gold world

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