Lettin' Go (feat. RGunn)

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I pushed the new whip past your crib
I ain't have to do that but I for sure did
You should be ridin' shotgun, you were my hot one
Now when I look to the right, damn, there's not one
Used to be all hype to tell my niggas that I got one
'Hip-Hop' tatted on the wrist, posters of Pac, son
Felt like I was at the tippy top, but now I've dropped some
Replayin' lessons taught, learned a lot from
Decisions made, not comfy to say that I'm not dumb
I've lost once, I've hit my mans to cop somethin'
Told me he charged it to the streets, for me it cost nothin'
Two taps on my heart, told him I love him
He let me know I'll be OK, said "Bro, ya time is comin'
Females a dime a dozen
You gon' get another
Just stay focused on ya buzzin'"
Like the time I had an eighth, in 3 days had an onion
Another week pass by, a quarter from the runnin'
So I take a quarter to the corner store and cop some Funions
That's my only treat, 'til 3 bags filled, spendin' nothin'
I been on my grumpy
Before the pockets got chunky
Look now I'm back in the gym
I done went from chunky to hunky
I'm bunkin' with these other voices in my head
Only one is preachin' love
The others don't care if you live
Cause what you did
Isolated me and then, left me for dead
I'm familiar with the bottom
In need of higher help, pray for me, that God got him
I slipped up, lost my sticks yupp, fucked up the slalom
And I need 'em to climb back up, now that's a problem
I'm plantin' new seeds, you can tell how I plot 'em
My cousin gon' smack me for this one
My mom gon' shake her head like, "Why this, son ?"
Moment of truth, some days I still miss you though
Had a dream the other night, we were kissin'
But I woke up realizin' now that would only happen with mistletoe
But I don't think ever again we'll be 6 inches close
Days difficult
Used to hate those thoughts, they had me suicidal
When it came to fruition, askin' self what do I do
Dusted off the razors, locked the door, grabbed my Bible
But I ain't even read it
When I started bleedin' just the fact that I could see it
Reality checked me quick
Told myself, that's on some weak shit

I heard some words today, good timin' to hit me different
Early from the jump be protective with your permissives
Cause if you let it go, that respect starts to erode
The man in the mirror, I ain't like him no more
My momma told me I was changing
You told me the same thing, it's crazy
I allowed it, so I can only blame me
Need to cease complaining
See it as a canvas grit my teeth and start painting
Forever thanking
The Man above, above Geppetto's ranking
For pullin' strings
He allowed our paths to cross so I could learn some lessons that might prove to be
Instrumental to my future, damn the charcuterie
Board that I'm eatin' when I'm done it be full of cheese
You'd never let that be, I'm wound up like a pool of string
Hopin' is the fool in me, but hate myself for foolin' me
Hindsight is 2020, in a decade, it will be cool to see
How my life changed when I let go of the foolery
Self-taught, yeah I tutored me
Now I could write the textbook
New edition, true sedition
Fewer pictures so I can carve out some more room for me
I'm good with my hands, handy, have handles
Every day around 2, call that El break a Randle
If all hell break loose, I know Qu studied the manual
Gin and juice got me loose and you know I lit a candle
Every time I think of you I send a prayer for you

Lately I've been having better days
You don't invade the brain like you used to every day
It went from "Are our plans just sleepin' ?" to acceptin' that they're dead where they lay
Took a cruise across the bay
With the food they served champagne
Everybody else coupled up, I was my own date
But I still took the time to celebrate
Lessons learned from my mistakes
Pickin' up the pieces cause my heart did break
Stuck me like a parkin' break
Memories fuel the engine, hold them feelin's of them harder days
Peace important to me, now I guard my space
Overprotective of my world, like a guard in space
Code name Garden Space, when I need to meditate
It take me to a special place

The memories will fade
The lessons will remain
And with that I'm ok, I'm lettin' go

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