Speak My Mind (feat. Brandon Terrell)

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Skenny Z

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Skenny Z
Preserved To Serve
God is love
Real Spiel

Pain is not exterior, it comes from deep within
Wanted to make a change, but it was never making sense
Just to get so far in life, and you realize it's hard to win
Hard to embrace a person I really could call a friend

Stop seeking for their approval and exist to prove I could live
Thoughts of ending it all, what I'm given but never give
Made you think I'm giving up, but truthfully was giving in
To a path full of destruction, rebuttal of all my sins

I just pray that he forgives, for all that would contradict
All the times I called upon him just to grant me of all my strengths
And I pray my faults dont outweigh my list of accomplishments
So you could really see my heart and embrace it for what it is

Places I've been in, things I took part in had me in me tears
To overcome the statistics they categorized me in
Heart of a lion stuck in the jungle facing my fears
Overcoming odds just to even out the score for real

Cause every time they say I can't it makes me want it more for real
That's that push I need to hear to put points on the board for real
Just keep in mind that I'm human the same
And not exempt from that pain

That open's eyes and allows me to see it clear
But Lord I thank you for it all if you hear me
I'm standing here just confessing my heart to you
Cause I feel no need to pretend for real

Now granted I've made my own mistakes
But I feel like at this point in my life I done did enough and shown enough that I done made up for them mistakes
But I refuse to be handled and mistreated like I ain't around here trying
If it's any  lessons that you can say you received from me

It probably be that message that nothing is how it seems to be
Personally life is starting to feel more like a dream to me
I want to be that man in my dreams that I always dreamed to be
Truthfully speaking that's who I need to be

Lost a lot searching for signs between the lines I ain't even read
I really need that chance to breathe
I just need that chance to speak
Stumbled in my life had no stability

Literally allowed the pain to get to me
Cause every piece that's missing provoking me to feel incomplete
Energy be shifting swear it's different when it's meant to be
Feeling like it's endless cause this pain don't ever end for me

But everyday's a struggle and a lesson that's instilled in me
I felt inside my soul when I was missing me
Deep inside  just knowing that it's killing me

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